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Hello, my name is PAINTING. I really LOVE MUSIC. I love TV DRAMAS especially with HAPPY ENDING.
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12.13.2009
it's been awhile since my last post.well. many ppl commented that the last post was an emo post. but i am not emo ok! HAHA. tat's just some things that i felt. alright. start off with PROM 09! it was my first time going to dinner and dance! and i was feeling so damn scared initially! serious. my heart was beating at 200/s. haha. and when sam helped me make-up, i was so damn scared too! first time put make up! HAHA. sounds a little stupid..but well! it's really nervous and scary! then, got a shock when i saw the make up! it's soooooo NOT PEH YAN TING! AHHH~~ i screamed. my mum thought what happen!! haha. but well, she said it was nice! standing on the same boat as sam! wah. i really dun feel like stepping out of my hse. feel so weird!~ then..i stopped screaming and lots of crap and leave. hopped onto a taxi with crystalyn, evelyn and yixuan. headed for grand hyatt hotel. din take a lot of pictures at the prom. and took some with strangers. ( who i did not know them) but nvm lah, the last time i am seeing them also. HAHA. the food was nice i think! BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! i thought it's such a waste! we haven finish eating,and the waiter just threw everything away. my goodness. i cant accept it lah. cant they just let us take-away?? HAHAHA. well. i m not being 'auntie' here.. i just do not want to waste those food! especially it's all high class food.. i just want do not want to see those food being waste... pls think of those kids in 3rd world countries! if it still doesnt let u feel anything, go youtube " ala carte chicken". and see how selfish WE ARE! oh yesh. so prom was nth much! hahax. =X and i din go post prom. i just dislike clubbing, when everyone is packed like sardine..where u dun even have a space to breathe. alright. then, went job hunting. wah. it's really tough to get a job now! all the jobs require contract. 6mths contract. so damn long. i wonder how am i going to commit for so long. but well, i have found a job at starhub. thhe pay was good. location is near. i just dislike to sign contract lah. irritating. what if i get bored with the job halfway! oh shit. i think i will just nid to endure. however, customer service is smth i think i can handle and suits me. and this is why i took up the job. rather den job consultant and administrative work. yeah. i hope to see different kinds of customer.. quite exciting i think! =D yeah. anyone who see this post, if u r free, text me, and acc me to have lunch can? if not i will be so lonely... come down to Plaza Sing and find me! yeah. tat will bright up my day i think! woosh. starting work tml. on one hand, work helped me to end my boring life at home ( which i slept all day) and allows me to earn more allowance! on the other hand, i will have less time for my family, friends and my TV SHOWS! OMGG. this has to last for 6mths! and seriously, i hope i have made the correct decision of accepting starhub rather den paragon! cz i have worked for paragon for 2 yrs. the job is sooooo easy!! it's ez money i think! =X and most imptly, there's no nid to sign contract with paragon. i can quit anytime when i get bored! nice~ but i still choose starhub cso lah. want to try smth new! =D aiyo. 2 jobs that are sooo attractive. i can only say i m lucky. becz some ppl cant even find a job now. yup. i must cherish it! =D OH! i wan to apologise to shitty8! cz i cant go out with them tml..i am working OT tml until 10pm. i really wish i can go for the gathering!!! =( SORRY SHITTIES! ytd went out with WHY. yuling yunjie yeqi sharm. went to teoheng sing song. well. the room is so "BIG", so "spacious"! HAHA. but nvm la..it's the time we spend tgt that counts! and i think i asked a lot of stupid questions ytd..HAHA. went aston eat our...eh..lunch or dinner? yeah. talked a lot...we chit chat until 5.30pm. and headed to buy sweets with our left over money! haha. i am v happy becz it's been so long after we last went out, i can still feel that our friendship are still strong!! really love them!! =D love shitty8 too! love JC clique too! haha. i am so fortunate!! last by not least, hai pai tian xin is nice! i love all the songs! and i love da lang's thick mushroom head! hehe. alright. i dunno when will the next post be published, most probably 6mths later! cz when i start working, the last thing i will use is the Computer! =D cya guys. miss me! =X 12.04.2009
prom in less 7 hours.ah. shit. i m starting to feel restless,irritated and annoyed. maybe it's becz of going out shopping for the past few days that make me so exhausted. I really feel i become so bimbo becz of this prom, which is not who i am..? not what i want! if it's the inital pyt, she surely wont care prom that much! a simple dress with black shoe and out she goes! why? I am so shallow right? ( or probably everyone going prom will feel that way? ) nah. i have no idea. i think i m really stupid to spend so much money, spend so much time, effort, most impt, i shouldn't make my mum angry. the feeling now just sux. on one hand looking forward to dress up, on the other hand feel so shallow. and i think.. in future, i wont join such party anymore. save my troubles.=D anyway. i must thank my cousin for going out with me to shop for 2 days, her aunty for lending me accessories sam for helping me to take care of everything ( in short, my stylist) yuling for talking crap with me ytd and her help to lend me her belt necklace and all stuffs! a big thank to everyone who wants me to be a nice pretty girl in the party. so i must feel happy and confident now! AH. eat chocolate. it makes me happy! =D 11.28.2009
eeeeeeyer.phy p1 is irritating! i cant wait to clear that paper! and i have no mood to study for it too! how!~~~ and i dunno if i m going to prac a lot. cz chem..i did around 20 papers, 800questions...and... only 1 came out. WTH~ waste my time~~~~ alright. i shall not discuss any papers anymore! if not i am going to cry again. %(_@*(^%&*(#&^+^ kk. some relax and happy stuffs! i wanna thank SAM SAM!!! she really did a lot of things for my prom la. which makes me so paiseh! i wanted to ask her to help me with make up only.. but... she acc me to buy shoe.. gave me masks~~ whitening cream cleanser and many many many more.. so paiseh! and her stuffs are all branded ones. omg! must find one day to repay her! last wed, i went out with sam! it's been a month since the last time we met. it's really great to go out with her la.. and only sam has the same frequency as me.. all my craps and jokes she understands. HAHAHA. yeah cool! shop in orchard from noon to night! walked until my legs all blister! cz my mum took the wrong heels for me!! =S so, no choice, i went ion to buy a slipper first..if not my leg is going to rot! and then...i received a phone call ( surprisingly! ) ahh! it's stupid chunwei who happened to be at ion too! and i dunno where did he hide, i cant find him la. he called to laugh at my Poker-dot ribbon! =___= most imptly...i overheard in the phone..a guy laughing v loudly at me too! it's stupid aloysius! =__= ah..stupid them! JKJK! =D den..me n sam shopped... yeah! found a shoe! it's v ex..but since it's the design i like and quite comfortable...so i bought it lo. =D and the scariest thing is....it's vv tall. around 9cm? wahahahahaha! come laugh at me for being short that day! i will kill tat person! HEHEHEHEHEX. haha. bought topshop leggings too! haha.blue colour! vvvvvvv nice! i like it. in conclusion, i spent a lot that day... but it's ok..i will earn it back sooner or later! yeah. cant wait for exam to finish on mon! den go out with cousins sam and class... finally...stupid prom! =X 11.19.2009
shit.i seriously screwed my chem. oh my goodness. it's just as bad as one can think. i cant accept the fact lah. and i was damn disappointed with myself. my most confident and best subject. WAT THE HELLLLLLL!!!! and i believe, many ppl will sure say that i m exaggerating. Please, i am not. %#*(&%#_^Q)&Q#W_&^#)^ !!!!! i am soo damn sad!!!!! and i cried for vvv long. but it seems that NO ONE can understand how i feel. everyone thought i was only exaggerating. idiot!!!!!!! i wanna thank yuling for her call after my p2. =) though i still feel v sad abt the paper, but she encouraged me a lot! " Thanks Fei2 Fei2 !" worst come to worst, i will sign the NIE bond. 10.24.2009
haix.i have spent lots of time thinking. and i found out one thing! i cant choose to u-turn! cz i have paid for the papers already! =( i think i have to just dash across the finishing line and most importantly, i have to brain-wash myself that good results do not belong to me, if i achieve it, it's just my bonus. =( anyway. i have been slacking like shit for the past few weeks. including ytd. i stayed up to watch Death Note again. well, i think i m addicted to it once again. =_= and nothing much. just hope my online stuffs quickly arrive! cz when it arrive, alvl will finish SOOOONNNNN~ =) and lastly, do not spam my tagboard with anonymous or watever names. if not, i am going to delete my whole tagboard away. thanks v much for ur cooperation. add oil add oil. 10.23.2009
AHHHHH.i m so pissed off with myself la! i dunno why i just cant concentrate on my studies. i am not joking. i dun seem to be putting in all my effort in studying and days to ALVL is decreasing exponentially. i dunno. i seriously dun feel like going for ALVL. cz i know for sure that i am not going to get the results i want!!!!!! I want to get an A for phy!!! I want to see miracle happen!! hmmm. it's such a slim probability. but i have been working hard. how come i still do not see any improvement?!?! the more i do practice papers, the more demoralized i am. and GP too. why why why!?!?! thus, i dun see any point for me take the exam?!?! i have been asking myself: ' will i get straight As if i u-turn this yr?' well, i think...high possibility. it sounds like a tempting choice. i know everyone is v stress over this period. must not give up!! =( ( i think i m contradicting myself for saying that) in conclusion, i m just soooo damn screwed. 16days left. what miracle can i get? i think it's more realistic to find a wall n just bang my head on it. =( &^%#)*!$_)$&_)$&)!^#^!%@(!*^#_!$&_!$) 10.09.2009
            
oh!! my bro fly to INDIA this morning!
HAHA. how contradicting...should he be happy to travel or not? haha. my whole family wake up at 2.30am to send him off today! yeah.including me! i woke up at 3am. damn early right!!! HAHA. it's been yearSSS since i went to the airport. haha. i only travelled to thailand once when i was 8yrs old. haha.10years ago leh. same for my bro. so he's happy that he can travel again! but this time is for amry training... which i think it makes the whole trip vvv sian. haha. some of the pics took at T2. and after sending my bro off, my parents and i were so lame to take the sky train to T1 n T3 and walk around. so lame la! HAHA. but it was an unforgettable trip to see the sunrise at 6am plus! and changi airport is soooo deserted in the midnight. which makes the atmosphere v sad and lonely! haix. BYE BRO! haiyo. i wish my bro can come back from india ASAP, which is 3weeks later. i wish time can fly and welcome him back again.. however, on the other hand, i wish the time can stop! cz 3weeks later will be the start of A's. and there is seriously not enough time for me to study finish! serious!! ah..so how?!?! =( and school has been vvv stressful nowadays. we have ENDLESS work to do for MATHS CHEM PHY! and there seems to be no time left for GEOG N GP which are equally VVVVVVV impt. or i would say..MORE IMPT than the H2. cz my gp is VVVVVVV LOUSY. haiyo! how how how!! yeah. i must get back to study soon! BUT. i am quite sick today. so i think i shld take a rest first. if not, i will sure collaspe in front of my study table. =) cya. 9.29.2009
Went NUS just now!omg. i was lost in NUS! =_= really stupid la.. haiyo. my bro gave me the wrong info from the net!!! or it must the curse by a stupid person works. =_________________= anyway. only 5nyjcians were there. and it was a wasted trip from me becz i was late!!! den i listen 20mins and it ended. -__- well. then, QNA session. i can only say that i am vvvvv lost now! cz a lot of ppl already have some idea of wat course they wanna go... and i m still sitting in front of the computer watching Taiwanese Drama. MY GOODNESS. i seriously nid to wake up man! btw. the food there was NICE! =) yummy. and... i must WORK HARD! 9.17.2009
ah. shit.i am so damn unlucky ytd! rahhhh~ i ran and stepped into a hole while i was catching my bus. -_- full of cuts and injuries now. =(( it's really vvvv painful! ah..my flesh came out! haix. just tooooooooooooooooo careless! din expect to see a hole there!=_+ can only blame myself. however the worst among all is... i injured my left elbow. and so..after putting on the medication,with a big plaster, i CANNOT BEND MY LEFT HAND AT ALL.and it's too painful to bend. it must be keep straight at all times. wahh.. i was doing my phy paper ( i think i m not going to pass it. i found damn lots of mistakes!), i cant use ruler to draw lines! the graph. wth~~ waste a lot of my time, shifting, drawing, erasing. =____= damn shit. cant rest my hand on the table and paper too. so the paper will shift too when i write. all the work was done with my right hand ONLY. =(( ahhhh. and i have to cripple around. worst thing is!!! i was late for today's paper.cz the stupid bus was damn late! and i left 5mins to 2pm, so i have to run with my injured leg. wahhhhh. pain like shit. every thing is just soooo stupid. (including the PHY PAPER! SOOO angry!) i just hope my cuts and all the blue-black can recover by nx tue. if not... suay suay maths paper ask me to plot graph? OMG. correlation and COMPLEX NUMBER-LOCUS!!! OMG! can ask teachers to help me draw? pray pray. and a short summary for my prelims. i just screwed my geog DRQ. 14marks gone cz i din notice there is an insert!=_= ( alright, i admit it's my own stupidness.) Chem- i made a number of mistakes! never think hard enough! so angry too. que abt hydrogen bonding. haix. nvm. 5marks. +_+ maths was tough as usual. and i misread smth too. which cause me another 4 marks? i just dunno why i always made careless mistakes for every papers. and the strange thing is... i always found the mistake about 5mins before the paper end. and i totally do not have any time to change it. it's so weird. when the paper is going to end, it just give me a "CLICK"...like 开窍！and suddenly know the answer! but i just dun have time to change it. ah...i am just so weird. and...2more weeks to end of prelims. sian. today i m not studying. no mooooood. hands legs back buttock all so painful. =( haix. all the best to me! to make less careless mistakes in the other papers as well as to be careful when WALKING. who knows i may step onto a banana skin? 9.11.2009
oh. great! my blog can finally post pictures!haha. the icon is back! hahaha. alright. i noe i am lame. =X omg! i just dunno what am i doing for the past few days. i keep on watching tv!!! yes! i mean A LOT OF TV SHOWS. =_= damn slack la. why why am i like this. haix. peh yan ting- the loser. alright. dun talk abt that. BLEHXXX. yes. i went for my check up at TTSH. i was v afraid at first. i scare i got contracted with watever illnesses la. haha. think too much! and the doctor said " no nid to come back for check up. you are fine." hahaha. lame la. waste my time to go there and not studying at home. and waste my consultation money!! so ex. =_= omg omg. i am so angry!!! stupid leh.. now got new a new version of ipod nano with has in built FM radio!! AHHH. I JUST BOUGHT THE ONE WITHOUT IT YOU KNOW!! omg. i love to listen to FM...and i was so sad that my ipod does not have FM. =(( and now....after i have bought mine, why must they keep inventing new and newer versions! make me feel like my ipod is v lousy. not worth the money. =_= eeeeeewww. sian la. soooo sian. i promise after PRELIMS i will sure go out and shopppppppppp! yesh! looking forward to that. =P anyway. a very good luck for all JC frens! JIA YOU! 7.31.2009
Yeah.finally changed my blogskin. cz i found that my previous blogskin was so damn slow to load. and i wonder why my blog is always like that. well. so this time, i tried using a simpler and plain skin. hope it helps! =) give some comments abt the speed k. HAHA. Alright. last week, my mum and me went to NDP 09 preview. wow. it was so nice!!! i am impressed by our defence force. so cool la. i dun wish to say more. pictures paint a thousand words. SEE ABOVE.( but omg. why i cant upload the photos? so. just go to my facebook n see lah!) haha. and yes. tuesday CT period. a review of MYE results. i was so damn shocked.omg. xia si ren seriously. nv thought of getting into the honour roll with my results which i think it's still not v good yet. yup. totally stunned. but i was really happy abt it. esp the 20bucks voucher! =_= i was hoping to buy a earphone! and yes. i can use the voucher! hehex. BUT the sad thing is... my parents are not happy abt it cz they dun understand what is honour roll. haix. so i cant share my happiness with them. just kept it inside me. =( my mum has been falling ill recently. but luckily,she's feeling much better now. hope she can recover soon!! lastly, let me quote what my cute principal said, "work hard for 96 days for your 82 years of happiness!" haha. so cute la. how did he think of it? **clueless** hey guys. JIA YOU! 7.11.2009
finally 2 free days!ah. damn mid year la. i screwed up every paper! except for geog i think...which is the only paper i managed to complete it. no matter how much i complained, it seems that no1 is going to understand. i dun wish to explain more too. jc life is Tough. seriously. fortunately it's ending soon. given a chance, i will opt for poly! haha. nth much to update. i'm still the same old me. =) had photo taking on ytd. our pose were so damn lame. box peiqi. =X on thurs, me sharon serene peiqi jieying went out. haha. it's lame too la. travel here and there from lorong chuan to orchard! HAHA. from circle line to red line. woosh. but it's fun with them. talk crap! HAHA. Paris and Milan 's conversation! haha. lame shit. =) after that went bugis with my mom. went to the temple and got a XIA XIA QIAN, very bad lot. wow. it's soooo accurate la. my mid year... haha. so long nv go out with mum, she bought me a couple of clothes. yeah heheex. then headed to sim lim square to take my ipod free gift. yup. watched finish Absolute Boyfriend. it's VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYY touching!! serious. i cried like shitttt! more touching than boys over flower. =( haha. the show make me wanna buy a robot boyfriend if there is! =) i dun mind paying a 70 years instalment just because of him! he's just too nice. but the ending is so unexpected for me. tat's why i cried so badly. guys go watch go watch. channel U. ( i watched from mysoju) haha. so if my mid year is just so damn lousy, i think i am the only one to be blamed. watched tooooo much TV. yes. really a lot. well. ok. i m off to do GP-terrorism essay !?!??!?! AT SUCH A TIME WHEN I M INDULGE IN DRAMAS. no mood. 6.18.2009
LONG TIME NV POST.just a short summary here. lots of things happened during this hols la. first. i got my 1st MP3. MY OWN ONE FOR THE FIRST TIME. i am sooo happy. cz i simply love music. i cant survive without it la. so now..with my ipod nano, i can store a lot of songs! haha. i bought it during the PC show. it's so damn crowded. very funny. at first i wanted to buy creative. cz SO MUCH CHEAPER. but screen not v clear. so i decided not to buy le..but i see my mom n dad face, if i dun buy anything back...which means that we have wasted the trip to suntec, they are going to KILL ME. so i just anyhow buy ipod lo. lame right. i just dun like ipod without FM. ahhh...no choice lo. =) my ipod is YELLOW in colour. might sound ugly. but it's really nice. looks like GOLD ipod. haha. and i also bought a new pair of shoe and shorts. i think my shoe is damnnnn nice without my feet in it. serious. it look damn nice. but when i wear.....erm...not tat nice lo. but i still love it. pinky shoe! ahha.. ok. all the happy things over. just wish that my dad can get well soon! he has been in and out of hospital lately. erm..just after the day i bought my ipod, he is down with fever together with my mum. both of them got high fever. =_= so they scare it's becz they go PC show, ppl spread virus. thus they went to the hospital. i accompany them too. at 1045pm? yup. reached there. and becz of the stupid H1N1 flu, i cant go in!!!!! =__= i have to wear a mask and wait outside, at taxi stand there. =_= for 2hrs plus la. the doctor says they are alright. my mum has recovered. but not my dad. i think he got bitten by dengue la. just like my bro. the symptoms all the same. fever wun subside, backache, restless... yar. i think must be dengue la. cz my neighbourhood is blacklisted for rapid and increasing no of dengue cases. yar. my dad going to hospital tonight again. to check his blood. so poor thing la. nid to have LOTS of injections.. and i m so touched la. tat day, just before he went hospital, he had fever , 39.4 c. cz i still dunno he is sick, i ask him to buy papaya for me to eat. so he still walked to the shop and buy. =_= when he reached home, he still automatic cut the papaya for me?!?! =_= i feel so bad. aiyoyo. tat's the reason why i acc him to the hospital haha. to make up for the loss. and yar. BOYS OVER FLOWER IS SO DAMN NICE. so handsome too! woosh! hahaha. love it man. guys...go n watch! YOU WUN REGRET! =) yup. ok. i m running out of time. going to pri sch outing!!! =)) 5.20.2009
this song is nice.
my fave song for the time being woosh. =) 可不可以爱我 为什麽如此的安静 为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑 努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题 最後却溃不成军 为什麽如此的美丽 深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑 每一天无法不想你 连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你 你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我 虽然我对自己没有一点的把握 别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受 至少忐忑已告一段落 你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我 反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄 成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过 你能给我 快乐还是寂寞 为什麽如此的美丽 深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑 每一天无法不想你 连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你 你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我 虽然我对自己没有一点的把握 别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受 至少忐忑已告一段落 你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我 反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄 成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过 你能给我 快乐还是寂寞 想念燃烧个不停 我快置身灰烬 你是我的呼吸 你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我 虽然我对自己没有一点的把握 别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受 至少忐忑已告一段落 你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我 我依然失魂落魄 成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过 你能给我 能给我什麽 快乐还是寂寞 And yar!! congrats to my sch VBALL TEAM! omg. the GIRLS team is soooo damn cool la. all of the players become my idol already. yup. the BOYS team too! wow. play until so fierce. but COOL! haha. catch them on action on the repeat telecast of THE SCHOOL NATIONALS. Sunday. 1130am. yup. i watched it today. only get to see the boys team. chunwei being interviewed. =X quite funny. i wanna watch the girls team! yeah. And my class ppl are all so impressed by them. esp Miss "ME". HAHA. lame la. please do not vent your anger on me when i m not the one who pissed u off!?!?! 5.02.2009
I HAVE UPDATED ALL PHOTOSSS.it took me 1.5hours doing it. my goodness. my sleeping time. haha.but it's worth it la. for the sake for my fellow guitarists! hahahahahaha. yup. i wanna thanks my precious little juniors. i appreciate their farewell party. yup.good job man. hahaha. hope they miss the seniors. so sad for them.no1 to entertain them anymore. haha. i seriously believe that they will bring guitar ensemble to the next high level. i m looking forward to SIG day which they planned. it's v interesting i think. yup. good job. Yongli, Jialiang and the rest of the exco team must really work hand in hand! and i believe they can la. =D so glad for them. the seniors too! i will miss them! they are soooo damn lame! i will miss all of their lame jokes. and JOVIN. my guitar partner. ya. will miss her. cz she is always the one joking around with me. yup. i have enjoyed my 2years stay in guitar ensemble with everyone. i m so glad that i have known them. yup thank you guys! all the best for A LVL. must win wang da AAB! ahhahaa. we will try our best. thanks Jovin ShiJie HuiHui XueYing YeQi JiaWen WenGuang TeikSiang Jack! thanks guitar ensemble. =DD                       
                                       
3.28.2009
HI GUYS.GUITAR ENSEMBLE - GET HIGH! BE HIGH! venue: LT4 time: 1215pm date: 31/3/09 pls come down and support us! thanks! =D 3.21.2009
post picture time.haha. SL trip on the 16/3/09. and DIM SUM BUFFET ytd! haha.pay money to torture ourselves.    Just 2 photos. cz we r so full and damn lazy to move and take pictures. haha. hehex. i m as tall as yuling n yeqi ah! HAHA. so satisfied.=_= from ytd's meal, we promised each other NOT to have buffet in future anymore! haha!  
3.19.2009
yup.yesterday guitar prac was soooo tiring. but i would say that it's damn meaningful and i guessed we have learned a lot from our mistakes. and certainly, we have improved. yesh. i really feel so. i hope that everything just turn out fine on the day of performance. and hope that ppl at the atrium and stay really quiet! if not really cant hear us la! =_= haha. oh ya. tml maybe going out with WHY. cz they haven tell me where and what time to meet. so i suppose that there is still a slim chance of canceling it.(my 6th sense!) no matter what. i still wan to get out of my house! if not i will go far east alone to shop! i dun care! haha. also, sharm is not going. oh no. soo sad. a bit shao xing liao. so damn long nv go out. but sharm! look here! dun be stress over such a small test la. no kick one ok! relaxx!! =) yup. aiyo. oh. any kind soul here can recommend me where to print Tee for CCA? we have come out with designs. but now we dunno where to make it. i only know of far east - Chickos. ( i wonder if it is spell this way.) sultan told me about queensway. but it's so damn far from my hse. no~ hai. but nvm,shall not rush over it. cz in the first place, we FORGOT to collect money from the members. haha. well well well. this hols is damn relax for me i shld say. have been sleeping,watching tv,playing computer. i have purposely slow down my pace of studying in order to feel more relax and not being tied up by tutorials or exams. let me have more free time and do what I LIKE - sleeping. zzZZ. i hope through this, i will not feel so stress and thus, DROP LESS HAIR PLEASE! =)) haha. alright. i m going to watch tv now again.11pm channel 8. i like to watch repeated shows! woosh. alamak! my bro and my bag are going to arrive nx wk by post! i shld have gone down to marina and take it! haha. and save $5.50. but doesnt matter to me, my bro is going to pay for it! =)) 3.17.2009
haha.i was feeling so damn relax and shiok today! cz i slept for dunno how many hours. i woke up at 10am and went back to slp at 12pm. wow. sleeping is really my fave hobby sia. but I KNOW, it's wasting my youth. my cousins came to my hse, i tot i will just go n have a short nap. who noes, when i woke up, they left. >< oh, have been feeling v guilty. for not studying for geog test nx week.=_= sian. where got so fast test one! haha. and not completing my hw yet! nvm. i will finish it b4 the hols. tml is guitar day. and i think i shall be a good girl and acc my dad to the hospital. or should i not? cz sure nid to wait v long to see the doc one! haha. i will just go la. cz maybe after tat can go have dinner or window shopping! i hope so~ =) yesterday was such a sad day la. everyone was so damn excited to go sentosa and play! but the weather did not seem to support us. it kept raining! =______= it made everyone dull. hais. i was so excited initially. din expect to go home so early..never play or have fun at all. =_= but luckily, i think the SL prog was fun. i really get to know a lot of plants,nature and stuffs. a rare rare rare experience for me. Hort Park was damn cool. it has all the different kinds of plants,spices and GAMES. woow. i dunno there's such a place exist in this little red dot Singapore. kind of surprise. Uncle Alan has taught me quite a number of things.. showing me different kinds of lemongrass? and most imptly, he let me taste a lot of different fruits,leafs,spices RAW. haha. nv in my life man. so cool. yup. i like ytd's session. except for the lousy weather. 3.14.2009
Oh yes.yesterday went out to watch movie with sharon serene peiqi jieying. i was pretty excited as my last went out was before CNY.2months ago. which means that i stayed at home for whole 2 months. it's not surprising or special for me. yeah. we watched COMING SOON. and guess what? i wanna fall asleep. it's not scary AT ALL. not even a scene has shocked me. lame shit la. i watched yu le bai fen bai, luo zhi xiang said the movie was so damn scary. it's all crap. i will rate the film, 0 stars. haha. or probably i m too brave? cz sharon n peiqi were very scare? peiqi reaction damn big. i got more shocked on her reaction then the scary scene. well. i dunno. i just seem to be living a whole of my own. my own practically is a whole of ONLY MYSELF. not even my parents. i m behaving not like a 18 year old girl definitely. sometimes, this sentence keep flashing through my mind, i have no frens, no activities, no life but just books. it seems quite true right. but i can tell everyone this fact, do you think i like to stay at home and stare at my notes everyday? do you think i dun like to go out with frens and relax? do you think i am just a plain mugger? well. my ans is No. i dun like all this. it's my surroundings that cause me to be like this. no teenager would like this kind of life i believe. and so do i. but i do not have a choice. so people,please understand me. haix. and that's my biggest problem. nobody understands me except myself. and i really miss the out-going, happy and active PYT. 3.10.2009
i dun wan to go to sch!esp this few days..or weeks to be exact. i am just sad over lots n lots of things. studies, relationship, guitar etc. it just seems that whatever things that i had put efforts in, do turn out the way i expected it to be. it's all inversely proportionate to my hand work. in short,all my hard work just doesnt pay off. i hope i can stop being such a perfectionist. i always imagine myself as a clear and transparent piece of glass, and i do my best to keep the glass out of scratches. however, often the case, the more i want to keep this glass clear, the more scratches it will have. lots and Lots AND LOTS. i just cant stand it!!! how i wish i can vent out my discontentment by shouting or scolding and not coping myself in my room with tears dripping. i would say i m a very sensitive girl. so any little statement can make my heart sank to the bottom. just like what Mr Toh told me TWICEEEE in class, " what happen to you? i m expecting an A or B from you. you did not perform this time" Pls! i hope he wun say this to me for the third time. cz for the past 2 times, i already fought hard to keep my tears back into my eyes. and i doubt i can still do that for the 3rd time. i noe he meant well. that's why i feel even bad when i din perform. - such a failure. and if anyone out there see me irritating, or you simply do not like my face, pls do so and tell me. it's much better then acting friendly to me but keep suan-ing me? there's nth i could do right? i cant make everyone like my attitude or behaviour. i got to live for myself. so pls forgive me if i just ignore you guys in future. becz i always believe that if u do not like me, why shld i keep sticking out with you? and u will just get pissed off right. yes, so for me, now, school is just a place for me to Study and nth else. staying at home in my tiny room would be what i am looking forward everyday. 3.06.2009
omg.i am so pressurised. serious! a lot of ppl did v well this year for their Alvl. oh man. i dunno what i am going to do la. maybe i m just too exaggerate about it. but just think about it, if i cant even score well for my block test, despite studying 'hard' (eh,actually not that hard la), i still get such a shit results. den what about Alvls? ppl might say there's no time to study for blk test, therefore, we dun perform as well as before. however, come to think of it, block test only test us for A FEW topics (except for geog,whole syllabus!=_=), and we cant even score well. den what can we expect for our Alvl right? hmm. that's my own opinion. you guys can choose to ignore. haha. but certainly, the tension is here. and it's going to hit me hard. yup. kinda agree with what mr wan said today. this is our last year, if we work hard and go for it, what's the point of studying for the past 12 years? i m going to work doubly hard. haix. but i always say that,when did i follow to do that? aiyo. stress stress. me : 'AAA...when r u going to be mine?' AAA: ' Next year! yeah!" me : ' oh yeah! come to my side!" =_= omg. i m going insane. 3.05.2009
ah!block test results out. my maths just suxxxxxxxxx! ahhh. i failed to maintain my standard la,failed to hit my own target. i told my dad abt it, and he's just so disappointed! and my mum,asking me to make a u-turn to POLY. she's a bit exaggerating... i was very disappointed with myself too. 过不了自己的那一关！好难过啊！ i believe i can do better if i am given extra time to study! haiyo. no point blaming now. i just hope that this fall will encourage me to study even harder. i need time to sleep! it's been damn long since the last time i had my AFTERNOON NAP! wooow! afternoon nap! my fave past-time. but recently, we have been attending extra lessons until 5pm,cca until 6pm. even this sat, i will be having guitar. this is because guitar is having a performance during Get High! session on the 24/3/09. guys pls can and support... ~_~ PE recently was damn tiring. run 6rounds. omg. i had a hard time with tat. i really hate running! cz it builds up my thigh and leg muscles. eeew. not v nice. now den i now how fun badminton is...woosh. OH YAR! darren phua! u rmb what u said to me during GP LECTURE today! so loud still!eeeeew. i want to take revenge, you little eyes! MUAHAHAHA. =X hope my online bag can arrive fast and my bro quickly return me my money! =X just kidding. 3.01.2009
Just some random photos!haha. damn long nv post. yup. Guitar members! here are your photos!! haha. Shijie will b damn happy i think. =) the Fish n Co pics are with Jovin. not my fault already! yup. and YL's birthday celebration pics. damn damn long ago one. haha. paiseh! 2E gathering one..damn damn damn damn long. hahahaha. during last dec i think. and my dad's new tv. the box is so biggg. =_= haha. oh.i wanna say : blk test just sux. =X jkjk.                              
2.02.2009
let pictures do the talking.i m damn lazy n busy to post out the details. in summary, my CNY was great as relatives could meet up again. =) when a few visiting with cousins. not bad. HAHA. oh, we went to temple to visit my ah ma. seriously, CNY without my ah ma was really sad. and i really miss the days with her around. yup. =) CHINGAY was damn nice, fun, cool! i think it will be the best event in 2009 for me.cz could not take part in NDP this year. what a waste right. =( i just wan to say that the CHINGAY leaders and exco are all damn good and nice ppl. i really like to work with them a lot. =) thanks v much to them. and not forgetting YL,who was in the same grp as me, YQ and Keqin for being with me for the past 2 days! yesh! xie xie!   with my mum.  my relatives.  my cousins! haha. i m wearing the same kind of shirt with my brother.          
1.17.2009
IDIOT.DAMN IDIOT. feel like scolding vulgarities for the first time. wth!!!!! my mum's friend daughter actually stole my necklaces!! wth. NOT 1, BUT 3 OUT OF 4 OF MY NECKLACES. WTF. THE IDIOT THING IS... HER MUM SAYS "PLS DUN ANYHOW SAY MY DAUGHTER CAN?MY DAUGHTER WUN STEAL THINGS ONE!" , SHE SAID THIS TO MY MUM WHEN SHE HAVEN EVEN GO N SEARCH OR EVEN QUESTION HER "PRECIOUS" DAUGHTER ABT IT! ABSURD. WAT IS THIS WORLD BECOMING?!?! alright. u can say it's my fault to go n say is her daughter steal it out of a rush. but i have my reasonssS for it. i m not a reckless person. well, just use ur brain and analyse.. would my mum's other friends which is an adult, 40+ years old WAN TO RISK N STEAL MY FAKE DIAMOND NECKLACES, WHICH ONLY COST PEANUTS TO THEM? IN ADDITION, THEY STEAL MY NECKLACES FOR WAT?WOULD THEY LIKE THE CHILDISH DESIGNS? TELL ME PLS? WOULD THEY? other den tat IDIOT STEALER, who can it be then? most imptly! all my mum's friend will stay in her room. ONLY TAT DAY,when i was absent from sch, I SAW TAT IDIOT GIRL AT MY LIVING WALKING AROUND,LOOKING AROUND. SHE'S ALONE THERE. and i din suspect anything then, so i went back to my room n rest. SO SHE'S ALONE AGAIN. FOR LIKE 2HRS. WTH. CANT THIS PROVE ANYTHING? HER MUM MUST BE CRAZY. for now, i just wan my justice back. tat idiot mother keep saying we r accusing her? WHY WOULD I DO IT FOR? FOR FUN? SHE MUST BE MAD!!!!!! well, i think she failed being a mother. i am particular mad with this incident becz the 3 necklaces were ALL MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS FROM MY SEC SCH FRENS.From sec 2 - 4 PRESENTS. NOW IT'S ALL GONE BECZ OF THAT IRRESPONSIBLE MOTHER AND THAT BAD GIRL. Well. maybe it's just my luck. and would they dare to come my hse again next time, they will get it from me. i m in such a lousy mood now. @#$&*($%^*&%*&$&^#*%)&(*_)&$%#*^)*_ 1.04.2009
4I ROCKS!=) haha. i m lazy to write it all up. so you guys can go sharm yl wanqin or any others 4I peeps blog to see. in short, WE HAVE LOTS OF FUN! haha. i wan to thank those friends who said i became whiter! WOOSH. you qian tu ar. good future! HAHA. i m v happy! so in order to stay WHITE, i applied SPF 130 sunblock on my face & even my..LIPS! SPF50 for my 'exposed' parts. HAHA. yup. captain's ball is breaking my bones. haha. too long nv exercise. tat's why muscle ache! haha. i m happy that i m still able to jump and hit the ball... but my stamina dropped. cant run for long. NAPFA. =_= ?!?!?!?! yup. i went CHINGAY training on sat morning with yl. haha. so good. i could be in the same team as her. phew. that day was only ice breaking. we played 10zi lu kou. haha. v lame. but fun. i love the yogurt!?!?! (yl dislike it.dunno why?!?!?!) alright. i shall not blog any further. cz i wan to use this time to watch youtube! hehe. wanna noe more abt 4I stuffs, find the rest of the ppl ok!?! thanks! =) 1.01.2009
AH.PHYSICS. i wan physics tuition. can anyone intro me good phy tuition? leave me a tag. =) last day of 2008. eh..nth much. stayed at home. did phy revision. but failed eventually. cz too diff. i dun understand. =( i m serious. my phy cmi. watched channel8 countdown party. it was a lame show throughout. haha. 1st day of 2009. wow. nth nth much. stay at home n slack. rot. but i can do vectors now after revising. HOHO. back to my mode for maths. but phy..haix. i bought an assessment book. damn diff. only noe how to do one quest. alamak. how to pass!?!?! i m so damn worried. tml got guitar. go back to sch. hope i can see dai yang tian again. and if i can see him, i will definitely ask for a photo. he's really damn hot now. go see vivo city tat party..the newspaper got his big big interview. i was shocked. haha. ok YEQI, i show u his pic. quite yan dao right. even my mum says so. =) 
12.27.2008
HEY YO.HAHA. guess who i saw today! i saw DAI YANG TIAN = Little Nyona's san ben yang jie ! WOW. i got a shocked when i saw him walking to the toilet. i tot NY got so shuai guy meh. HAHA. he's here to film the new show, PING PONG YUAN. haha. a ping pong show la. so NYJC now has banner, Xin Shi Ji Qiu Hui. haha. lame shit. but cool. i gt the chance to see dai yang tian. he's damn shuai ok. serious. AHHH. i m so damn useless. dun dare to ask for a photo. =_= HAHA. i saw Song Yi Fei too.. scolding a guy..(back face me..so i couldnt see his face.) she scream damn loud. haha. yup. i m going back to sch on monday to see them filming again. and i hope they will still be there. =))) yup. ytd had 6-9 gathering. potluck. wow. it's still v funny as usual. we chatted and played dunno what AssHole tai di. what's tat? lousy name. hahax. yup. after that, went pool.. i watched them them and chatted with jiaqi. the guys hor...wow. some quite pro. got "hoon" guo de. haha. yup. tat's abt it la.. HAHA. i m still v happy that i saw dai yang tian. WHY HE LEFT SO EARLY! =( i m going to take pic with him nx time IF i see him again.. zzZ 12.20.2008
I CANT TALK!I GOT NO MORE VOICE! @#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&* i was down with fever on tuesday. i din noe i was sick cause i thought paragon air-con is just VERY COLD. so it's normal to feel cold there. i was so cold that i even went to the toilet to get some warmth from the hand-dryer. then, i knew i had fever. so i took MC the day. woosh. it's so damn nice to stay at home and rest. and i think i am really exhausted. energy all drained. haix. yup. after fever, my sorethroat develop. and tat's why i have no voice. cant even say a word. i bet my friends just love the days i m down with sorethroat. cause i cant talk too much to irritate them! hahax. evil friends! well. too bad. i m 50% recovered. haha. and i m waiting patiently for the day to shout into their ears. yup. i hope i can stop work on the 28dec. so that i have enough time to prepare for my jc2 work. for that 10-14days, i think i will need to revise every chapter of jc1 things. esp maths! i have already forgotten EVERYTHING. wth. a few mths back, i can close my eyes to solve a sum. now, even if i look at my notes, i also dunno how to do~ ahhh. tat's v bad. haha. so tat's my aim. to revise everything. I SAW FELICIA CHIN TODAY AT PARAGON TAKING LIFT. wahhahahaa. i look at her damn long. scare i see wrong person. haha. but it's her la. at paragon work, can see a lot of celebraties. i have saw... felicia chin, chen han wei ( woow. bu fan de ai ), zheng shi mei ( Er Bo from LB2) steven lim (well. eeew for me) and a lot others..not popular one..which i dunno their names. haha. yup. and now, i have learnt to let go things and stop comparing myself with others. cz by doing that, it willl only give me more stress and even anger. HAHA. i read that from i-weekly. learnt to stop comparing with others, you will be happier. cause the world is unfair, and i have tried, it works! =) OH YAYAYA! want to say smth. THAT IDIOT BLOGSHOP! which i dun wan to mention which one.(see, i m so kind) damn bloody idiot. only customer can fit into her time for collection AND NOT HER, as the seller, fit into our time for collection! she thinks everybody is so DAMN FREE AT 6PM??!?!?! PLEASE LA. so no choice, i opted for postage. and SHE SAID she will mail it out on thurday. BUT IN THE END, SHE MAIL IT OUT ON FRI. damn IDIOT. wth. i will nv buy from her AGAIN. that sengkang woman. who has a v lousy attitude. 12.12.2008
 My family's phone revolution. HAHA. LG ( my dad's ex ex phone = my mum's ex phone. currently, we wanna sell it. HAHA. dunno what model) Nokia 1280 ( My bro army phone) Samsung E73 (My ex ex phone = my dad ex phone = my mum current phone) Sony Ericsson W810i (my bro phone) Sony Ericsson W910i ( my ex phone = my dad current phone) Samsung F480 (my phone!)  At Pulau Tekong! MY MUM MY BRO ME! sad. my dad cannot go. cz they only invite 2 ppl to POP.  Who say i look black?  So sad, my bro cant move. tat's why he look so stiff.
BUSY WORKING this few weeks.
tired. hahax. but wednesday specially took off to go Tekong for my bro's POP. wow. rare experience for me. haha. but i just wan to summerise.. I DUN LIKE TAKING FERRY! SOOO GIDDY! sea sick man. really. when i was sleeping at night, i can feel my whole body shaking. HAHA. hmm. post more nx time. yup. on that day too, my dad bought me new hp! Samsung touch screen phone. actually he wanted to buy omnia for me.. but i think it's not worth to invest $500 for a phone for only 1 yr. this is because i really think that it's not ex to earn money..(especially when i m working now!!) so i bought the cheaper one. its the cheapest phone i ever got! haha. but it still cost 238. oppsx. haha. i specially choose Pink colour.. cz i love pink! but i kanna scolding by my bro. "You're so selfish!" so sad. cz my bro likes modern black! which is cool and style! woosh. haha. it's ok, i will buy a cover specially for my bro to cover the pink colour away. =) I' M JUST BUSY WORKING. anyone, any day, just drop by paragon to pay me a visit. i m too sian there. HAHA. 11.30.2008
 Christmas tree! thanks yj for blocking out the "high voltage" sign.  CHEESE.  US!! =)  a quarter of a cake.  See. he got to take pics alone.poor bday boy.  TONKS..missing zhiyuan who was busy dancing.  oppsx syimah!  TONKS  ying zhen and her fren ( who noes the whole story plot of xiao niang re!)  Jovin and me!  i just love the ribbon!! =D  XIA SI NI !
Friday.
i went to Post LTC dinner in school. i must say it's really disappointing. cause a lot of ppl din attend. serious. i think there's only 80ppl present. and only 6ppl turn up for TONKS. they are..Zhi Yuan Aaron Ying Zhen Sebas Syimah and me. quite disappointing right. haha. but well. it's over la. i think the SC put in a lot of effort in arranging! =) and i was real damn suay to be pushed up the stage to receive the cert for Tonks. omg. zhiyuan just pushed me up while i was Stone-ing. so bad. =_= i was suay again to be "discovered" by ms yap. i tried my very best not to look at her at all. omg. i think it must be the time when i went up pstage that she see me. omg. still pull me to dance in the circle.=_= haha. with Mr QUEK beside beside beside me. HAHA. yup. it was memorable i think! +) go the distance. Sat. went out for pri sch gathering. and i was tricked by jiajie. omg. he damn tricky~! made me fall into his trap and thus i ended up the only girl attenting the gathering. (exclude mrs yeo la.) haha. aiyo. only 6ppl turned up. so few. haha. and yongjie is still so damn tall. haha. he's the first one i spotted out in the crowded city hall interchange. as i wasnt wearing my specs nor contacts, i cant see clearly. but still, i was able to spot him. wow. haha.the only head popping out among the crowd. yar. went to eat at Tony Ramas. i dunno how to spell it la. which is FAMOUS FOR RIBS. ( by jj ) well. so we ordered ribs of cause. haha. yup. the guys are still as funny as before. and i hope that they dun ever make fun of me anymore. keep asking me to "shut up"! hahax. not forgetting Chong sian n jingkang. they are not as irritating and noisy as yj n jj la. heex. and this gathering was also to help to celebrate yj's bday in advanced. haha. hope he like our surprise...which is to...sing bday song himself, take pics himself. i will call it a Do It Yourself birthday. yup tat's abt it. we actually was thinking of going other place to have fun after meal. however, we ate until 10plus. so..we just forget the idea. yup. wow. i really love my pri sch friends. cause it's hard to maintain our friendship till now. and what mrs yeo told me.. we must really make effort to come for gathering like this, if not, our friendship will get faded away Very easily. haha. i totally agree with her. i mean.. how many of you guys still have such good pri sch fren? haha. " i have! =) " and i look forward to our christmas gathering! HOPE MORE GIRLS WILL GO! haha. =) 11.27.2008
FINALLY GET TO REST TML!this week has been a very hectic week for me. everyday woke up at 8am. and only get to reach home in the evenings, about 6 or 7 pm. =_= tiring. alright. Monday and Tuesday i had NY public speaking course with Darren. initially i was really damn scare. i cant imagine myself speaking english in front of so many people. Haha. actually no la, just 20+ people. yup. but i'm still very afraid. yup. the instructor was quite funny. i love to listen to him speak. it's just so smooth and fluent. so jealous of him. yar. and i thinkn the things he taught us was very useful. haha. and his stories was all damn funny and cute. he tricked us too! but i was clever, nv fall into his trap. "put ur hand on ur chin!" hahax. many fell into his trap! HAHA. Darren Phua~ =X i din say anything ar. we watched many good speakers' video. they are really good. and some comedies too. Whose line is it anyway? you guys can go search in youtube. it's really a very funny show. i'm in love with it now. you must speak in alien language, your friend is going to translate it for you. haha. funny la. day 2 right. we had many games..of cz..it's all related to public speaking. and we form groups to come out with a group speech. i have made 2 new friends. excluding jovin who i know her when i was in sec1. hahax. we had a great time discussing and laughing. serious. my team mates are all very fun! =) though my group did not win eventually, we had lots of fun. Yeah. and can you all believe it...Darren's team won the first! HAHA. but yup, their props- Candles was so funny and cute when they blew it. congrats! i wonder what's in the present! hehexx. going to ask Darren about it. then we took a group photo. haha. i wonder where we can get it. ~_~ Wednesday! we to work. just roll wrapping papers. haha. roll 1 stack only. szeyee and me were damn slack. and we drank a lot of their drinks. HAHAHA. we had cheap lunch. anyone, $3 meal in Orchard road which really could fill our hunger?!?! haha. go lucky plaza. just bear with the philipinoes maid there la. i got a feeling that i somehow camoflague there? HAHA no choice. i TOO "WHITE". =) yar.szeyee and i really talk a lot. talk crap la. about studies. and again, szeyee is always sensitive to gays. she is always the first one who spotted gays. HAHA. pro. we went for long lunch too. haha. after eating, went wisma walk walk..HAHA. den we realise that we were late. haha. but we r kind enough to work for them until 6.26pm. haha. kind girls. today! went guitar. 9.30 to 4pm. haha. we quite slack today. however, we played so many times Falling rain. haha. somehow we still could not get the 'feel'. i think we still sound a bit 'robot'. must be more smooth. den it will be nicer. Haha. wang da and joel wore the same shirt today. and biggest prob is.. IT'S IN PINK. -_- wangda's shirt still have lots of crystals. haha. but at least..i finally saw him with different outfit! and not a vvvvvvvvv old tshirt n bball pants. good start~ -_- after lunch, we learned pop songs. haha.yar. Qing Tian again. but now we have many more. woowww! joel's better man was all recorded in my phone! wow. talented boy. haha. actually they sing quite nice.. not bad what. they keep saying v nan ting.. =_= hahax. it's fun la. with guitar members! =) yeah! tml not getting up early anymore! finally. haha. my bro coming home in the morning. haha. let him see me sleeping. =X yup! got new computer table and studying table! 11.22.2008
WHY CHEM NOT MATHS!!!!!!omg. how am i going to face this?!?! i m afraid of the people there... no frens with me again. got to start all over again. i dun wan!! will i regret if i withdraw? 11.20.2008
                          
YO.
guitar prac today! haha. i learnt new things today. the harmony part. and it's so damn painful. need to barre the chord. =___= pain! hehex. "new challenge!" >.< learn some guitar theory from wangda. he's pro la.. we must admit. woosh! =) and. THANKS SERENE FOR HER CONCERN! serious!! her little msg really brights up my day i m so touched!!! =) not forgetting also, sultan seehiang who also show concerns to me. thanks guys! =) anyone.. i wan JJ, Rainie, Zuo Wen Xuan 's album! anyone? hahax and i seriously like the SHARK BIG. oh man. when can i have it.. I LIKE THE GLOSSY ONE! so cool. =( no money to buy. anyone can just buy for me as present? i dun mind. WAHAHHAHAHA~ oppsx. 11.19.2008
Today.i felt better! no more gastric! but here comes stomachache + cramp. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. and the worst thing is.. my mum pulled me to yoga lesson. and omg.. my legs cant stretch.. it's so damn painful.. too long nv exercise. wow. yoga was damn tiring.. serious. 1hr+ some actions seriously train and build ur specific muscles. i trained my back muscles today. upper middle and lower back. who the hell in the right mind will go n train those muscles right.. tat's why..my back was so "hard"..cant stretch.. even if can stretch..also v tiring! and my stomach muscles.. wow. if i continue to attend yoga lessons, sit up will be no prob for me! and standing board jump..NO KICK. cz my aunt really press my body down to my legggg... OUUUCCCHHHHHHHHHH! in short. yoga is fun yet tiring. nice experience. i like it! =) and i hope from yoga, i can slim down!! =))) my mum keep reminding me to excerise even when i m at home. "nx time u will regret if u dun do yoga now. slim down~~!" no choice lo. HAHA.
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it was fun la. tabooooooooo! mr chow sharon serene me 1 team VS ms lim cg zhiyun yongliang. erm..from what i can rmb.. we did WIN one or two rounds.. HAHA. and we reward ourselves with ice-cream! =)) ( though we also eat when we lose...) hahax. i wan to apologise to everyone at the beginning of the chalet. cause i was a bit pissed off with the planning of the chalet. but well. i guess, it's all misunderstanding! yup. i hope you guys could forgive me.. and hope that i did not affect everyone's mood. i m sorry! yar. but after that.. everything went smoothly i think. it was fun. haha. i had PLATESSSS of beehoon. i think peigang noe the most. cz he was the one reminding me how many plates i have eaten. BUT IT'S UNFAIR. i ate soooo much. still gastric. =_= haix. tat's my gastric. "you dun like to digest food is it...!" weird. hahax. and becz of this gastric, i think i had missed out on lots of fun. as i was lying in the bed for the whole night. had 3pills...and never recover!haix. so early in the morning, i took the earliest shutter bus to pasir ris mrt and took 88 home. haha. yar.. taboo was so fun la. mr chow said "it's so simple!" and in the end i think he only managed to guess 1 or 2 right. broke our record. HAHAHA. ms lim english was pro.. but the guesser was not.. HAHAHA. just kidding. and the funniest one was by sharon i think.. she was injecting something into her face.. den others keep guessing..couldnt get it right.. and me...BOTOXXXX! HAHAHA. bingo! we 2 laugh till siao. we also celebrated nov and dec babies.. so many of them la! hahax. i believe the boys had great fun with the cake.. smashing each other.. and i kanna one by my stupid grp leader! =__= yup. actually was kind of paiseh to the teachers. we invited them to the chalet, however, we did not keep them occupied. we just left them in the living room. OPPSX. we were like so scare of them. HAHAHA. at first ms theresia and mr chow.. they sat there...stone i think.. HAHA. so paiseh to them! after that.. ms theresia went home v early! nv get to take photo with her. SAD! yup. after that..ms yap brought her son..zackery. is it spelt that way? i not sure.. yar. he's cute. but he just dun seems to like me..dun wan to play with me.. i think he kanna shocked by vanessa and serene too much.. gong diao liao. HAHA. KIDDING! dun come hitting me ar..violent vanessa! oppsx. and ahhh. NV took pic with vanessa! =(( she wanted to take with me one..but i too ugly tat time..nv take. HAHA. PAISEEHH! so the teachers that came. Ms Yap Ms Theresia Ms Lim Mr Chow Mr Toh Mr Foo. wow. so many teachers came.. the first time in my experience that so many teachers came. but paiseh to mr toh n mr foo too. they were like so not entertained. sit there watch tv?!?! but.. dun blame me leh.. i asked them to play taboo... mr toh said.." the game is for girls to play one.." =_= i was like..ok lo.. watch tv is more for guys la..HAHA. after that.. went to the room and lie.. watch vid tgt! wow. it's damn nice.. THANKS SEEHIANG. thanks for her effort. serious. she took time off b4 promos, during promos, and after promos to just make this vid for us! thank you! =)) haha. sultan zx regina meilani watched movie inthe room while i tried to sleep. haha. i din not really fall asleep.. just blur blur that kind.. haha. but i saw melani already in her dreamland.. and regina too! just after the movie..she just slpt so soundly! HAHA then i woke up at 3am..vv hungry..so eat instand noodle.. but i just have 2 bites, my gastric was so damn pain that i must lie down again. so i nv finish eating it. and after that.. i fell asleep. serious. so deeply into my dream. haha. den i heard ppl calling me up..7.30am liao. haha. so late. haha. yup.after that..they went for breakfast..and i went home. yar. chalet was damn fun! =) 0813 outing in dec ok!!!! cool. 11.16.2008
YO.SHITTY 8 OUTING ON FRIDAY! it was damn fun. and it's been SOOOOOOO long since 8 of us come together. almost 2yrs i think. hahax. and the happy thing is.. our friendship din fade at all! =)) yar. i was really glad i have known this group of friends since sec 1. they have always been the support for me during my sec sch days. it's really very memorable. and how i wish i can turn back time.. =P i miss sam lots! she's still so 3-8. oppsx. no la..she's still so cheerful! serious. and we still could pei he each other very well for JOKES! hahax. she's more joker ok! =) HuiPin. haha. dunno why i love to call her name opposite. it should be Pin Hui in case u guys forgot as we call her huipin too often. hahax! her english is still very good. u will.....WOW....when u hear her english. so nice ar! but chinese....nid some improvement. HAHA. ZiYi! omg. i love her hair. haha. SO LONG! =X haha. she's still the same la. din talk so much. just laugh at our jokes! WanXin! haha. she grew taller! =_= envy! girl! talk more la. u are kind of quiet on that day... (hmm. or is it my problem? i think i talk too much. =X) i believe u had a lot of bread that day! HAHA. Keqin! aiya. almost everyday see u in sch. OPPSX. jkjk! NY NY ALL THE WAY! squeeze sharm out of our conversation! HAHA. yar. luckily u brought ur cam.. cz i dunno mine out of batt. alright. tat's it. 8 of us! HAHA. i believe 2 ppl now will scream. cause i nv say abt them! wahahaha! *cough* sharm, u sure u wan me to say... MR J_ _ _ _ . hehex. zhong se qing you. OPPSX.. Pig-Ling. haha. finally u have a chance to say sam ah! she eat more junk food den u! but u eat more Main course den her! HAHA. i said the number is 25. u dun believe. HAHA. ziyi is so much cleverer. know it's 25..so sabo u! WOOSH~ but..hai.. for other ppl right..it's a punishment for them to eat bread. but... it's more like a reward to you! HAHA. cz u love the bread! wow. shitty 8 simply rox! hope we could dine out more often or find one day to go outdoor and play! HAHA. =))))))))) SO HAPPY! sat. went for guitar. and omg. got the schedule for the practises. it's for the whole of nov and dec. every tue thurs and sat practise. from 9.30-3.30! =X but for me, for dec onwards i cant make it already due to work. so i have to train and practise myself at home. and ytd, i played for almost 2hrs at home. my fingers hurt! hahaa. i wan to improve! yeah. nx time play for u all to hear! =) haha. my dress arrived already. so fast! yeah. happy. but the postage a bit ex. =_= 11.14.2008
ahhh.i feel so guilty. "pon" school today!! omg! it was unintentionally la. cz my mum couldnt wake up! i put the alarm clock already.. den she woke up..and off it. =__= so i woke up at 7.15am. haha. actually still can go sch la.. late lo. but i m lazy la! hahahahhahahahahahhahaa. oppx. and i slept till 10.30am today! woosh. but i din slackkk. i din my chem hw. hmm. just let me update my hw chart. HAHA. Differentiation tut Macclarin tut Maths Topical Revision hw Alkene Period table Period 3 Periodic table Group 2 Chem Revision 1 Chem Revision 2 Chem Revision 3 Phy DC tut Phy Revision 1 Phy Revision 2 Phy Revision 3 Geog Promo paper Red means i have done it. OMG! see how stress being NYJCIANS! =___= well. actually not if u use 1.5 mths to complete it. as i m going to work in dec. i have to finish it in just this 2 weeks. tat's why. and this 2 weeks, i have chalet, guitar camp, outing and sch program. tat's why i say.. I M A BUSY GIRL! HAHA. but i quite enjoy my busy days! woosh! challenge myself to complete everything. if i can make it..woosh. i will reward myself with a new phone! yeah! Nokia phone..wait for me ar! =) 11.11.2008
wow!so busy this few days! so many tutorials now to rush! just let me list out..so that u guys can see the upcoming stress. Alkene DC circuit Differentiation Geog promo paper Chem revision package Phy revision package hahax. i have to finish it this week. if not from nx week onwards..i will be even busier. with shitty8 outing, LTC Tonks Outing, class chalet, public speaking course, guitar prac and WORK! wow. see.. so busy. hahax. and lectures now are so damn sian. it's so long la..1.5 hrs! =_= haix. luckily, geog lecture on thurs was cancelled! YEAH! mr ng roxxx! and hor.. mr yeo is going to teach us nx yr! wow. my dream came true ar.. HAHA..JOKINGGGGGGG! i admire mr ng too. he's such a great teacher. hehe. yup. last sun, went out with WHYS. we were actually walking blindly along orchard road.. and i spent a lot. haha. however, i serious bought a pair of shoe which i LOVE IT. though it's a bit tall, but my mum din say anything about it..HAHA. i believe if i dun fall down, it shouldnt be a prob. i really love the shoe! cz it look quite similar to the one i saw in taiwan's shoe.. it's going to be the latest fashion ok! ahhax. joking. yup. tat's abt it. i m going to read my newspaper.. CYA GUYS! 11.08.2008
i am back!haha. 3 hectic days. yup. it was my ah ma's Gong Teck for the past previous days.. HAHA. i think ppl sure wanna ask me wat's Gong Teck. but seriously..i also not sure. it's just some ritual things.. yupp..go and ask ur parents or grandparents for more details.. it's really damn tiring. cz it really full day work. i went to my ah ma hse at 7+ am, and i only get to go home at 2am. wow. 5hrs slp only. but i should not complain.. cz my bro will nag at me again. as he says..he dun even get to SLEEP in army..he only get to REST. =_= alright. haha. hmm. throughout the whole 3days right.. it's really v memorable. and i have took a lot of pics on it. erm..though it's not clear...but..NO CHOICE LA. people keep moving and walking around, what do u expect! hehex. and ytd, we went to burn my ah gong ah ma tai gong tai ma hse. erm..of cz..it's make of paper!! but..it's really damn BIGGGGGGGGGGGG. and it cost DAMN EXXXXXXXX. almost 10thousands!! can imagine. u r buring 10thousand dollars. wah. when i knew that..i nearly faint. haha. and that made me wan to go work during this holidays. HAHA. jk. yup. actually this kind of ceremony is good in the way that.. it really get all the family members to bond together. it's kind of a bonding session. especially when my ah ma pass away, we did not get to meet up as often as before. cz our family will go to my ah ma hse to visit her every week. since she's already not there, tat make us stop going there to meet up already. tat's sad. and i sincerely hope that our good relationship will not fade away. yup. especially with my cousins,my uncles,my aunties.. so this ceremony brought everyone together again. but the sad thing was.. everyone was so damn busy, tat we could not find a time out to take our family photo. and if my family really took it, 1 camera is never enough. we got to take it for 4 times. family too big. haha. so in conclusion, it's a rare experience for me.. erm..or i should say...my one and only experience. haha. yup. on the 7th. went back to sch to take back results. and stay back to discuss chalet and class tee things! they make me look forward to it.. it seems that it's going to be fun! haha. and i wan to play ms lim's SINGAPORE version of Taboo. HAHAAA. quick quick. i dun feel like going to sch anymore.. evenif i m there, my heart is not! hehex. holidays! i m loooking forward to it. and lastly. A person seriously irritate and piss me off! !@#$%^&*()_*&^$%^&*()_^%$# 11.03.2008
haha.i wonder who is the Smiley Face and someone! but seriously. i appreciate their concerns! thanks v much.. (dun mind just tell me who u are privately?) hehe. i m so curious. must thank serene too! for listening to me when i m really down. though it's just a few mintues, it's enough to keep me happy. yeah! well. enough of that. i woke up early in the morning. at 8 to go sch for our last pw meeting. and my leader text me a msg. Everyone will be late. =_= make me wake up so early.. haha. alright. today's meeting was ok. go through our slides..to make sure that the "clicking" part was alright. yup. thanks for my grp members! putting in so much effort. countdown 1 more day! i really hope i can do well this time. pray hard! work hard! i m now trying to convince myself that I AM GOOD! =) yeah. =_= woosh. time flies right. wed is pw. nx wk is last wk of sch. nx nx wk is chalet. nx nx nx wk if possible..i will be working. woosh. den..nx nx nx nx....i will be J2 already.. and i will turn 18! =_= damn fast. hehex. 18 sounds so old for me. well. dun think too much now. woosh. i will do well for op.. ~_~ haix. 不是对不起白艳婷， 而是加油白艳婷！！ 11.02.2008
Sunday.my bro booked in again. alamak. left me alone at home again also. had to watch tv to kill time! =_= but actually, even if i m busy, i will also watch tv. =X haha. hmm. today for me is just sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. nth much to do. so bored until i can blog everyday. HAHA. tml going back to sch for pw again. i must really overcome my fear la. if not, it's really good game for me. haix. oh, nx wk is my ah ma 1 yr death anniversary. and my whole family is going to have a ceremony for her. so, i will not be free on the 5,6,7 nov cz the ceremony held for 3 days. the happy thing is.. yeah. i wun be so bored at home.. got my cousins to talk to.. and my relatives to chat with. stupid la. on the 7th still need to go back and take results. it's so shao xing. alright. i shall go and eat now. though i m not hungry..yet. 11.01.2008
yo.had guitar earlllyyy in the morning. i was the first to reach there. at 7.50am. and..at that time, no1 was in sch la. no students. so sad. i have to stand outside and wait badly for someone to help me open the gate! woosh. luckily, mr victor was there. he helped me to open the gate! yeah. went guitar. i was quite disappointed with a lot of the members. many were late... and MANY were absent. i feel that it is very irresponsible for them to be absent without telling us in advanced. and making us wait like fools, call them like idiots. they are simply wasting the time of those who are present. and i want to thank everyone present today. really appreciate ur effort in coming down to sch even the weather was damn nice to sleep. WOOSH. seriously, i m going to take actions against those ppl who were absent. cause they have made the whole practise not productive. and pls, dun have the idea that guitar is only an interest group, that's why all of u can behave in a slack manner. so sorry for that. cause i dun wan the others who were present to feel unfair. so actions must be taken against those ppl. moreover if u are exco member.. even the P,VP,MC and joel are putting in effort to come for practise, why cant all of the members do so too? think about it. and yar. left guitar at 9am to attend a URGENT meeting by principal! haha. it turned out to be wat i have expected. (sure smth not good..) hahax. JOKING! it's abt volunteering. and hor..it's doing volunteering work in my PRIMARY SCHOOL. wahhaaaa. it's been so long since i have visit the teachers there. i was thinking of volunteering. but it seems that none of my class ppl is interested to volunteer at my pri sch la. probably too far for them. therefore, it will be quite boring or scary for me to devote myself into the volunteering work for A MONTH. quite long hor. hmmm. on the other hand right, i am able to work in my previous company this yr again. it's Christmas gift wrapping at paragon. wah. i really would love to work there.. i like the work! so relax. oppsx. so..now. i m deciding between this 2 choices. but wat i m worried is.. if i go to work.. how am i going to attend guitar and study during the holidays? cz i promise myself to study damn hard for phy. hahax. if no choice, probably i will study and work at the same time. hehex. hope i wun get caught by the manager. heehehehhehex. yup. tat's all. and.. i m still damn worried for Q&A. or should i just give up on that section? hais. 10.31.2008
haix.mood down to the max. i m just so down. my bro was right. he said i was too narrow. only noe how to study blindly. ALWAYS dunno how to react fast and smart. i always dun believe la. and think that my method of studying was right. only now den i realise, i was wrong la. i cant even answer a simple.. and i mean it. it's really a SIMPLE Q&A. i was dumb can. i stood there. totally stunned. i just spoke 2 sentences. ah. i was very disappointed in myself. DISAPPOINTED. the worst thing was, i did prepare my quest the day before. it's just that my teacher phrase it in another way.. and i could not ans. What is this? see. i am just not flexible. ah. why am i like this.. soooo stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. ahh. and how to becum more flexible in just this few days. i really dunno. i have been thinking it all day and night. i cant even get to slp lar. stupid PW. stupid PYT. 10.30.2008
oh yeah!sch holiday already.. but yar. things wun just go so smoothly like that.. of cz, my kiasu sch is holding up classes after our supposed to be "sch holiday". and..we r only getting back our results on the 7.11. haha. seven-eleven! so cute. it's been like so long after promos..and we still need to wait for another week b4 the results is being release.. and i seriously hope that everyone is my class can be promoted. i believe they will!!! =) dun worry so much guys! yar. went back to sch for op rehearsal today. oh man. i dunno if i m still speaking fast. cz i tried to slow down already..the teachers still complained that i spoke too fast. phew.tml go sch and try again. ahhh. i have been spending a lot recently. woosh. bought many clothes online. haha. should be safe la. dun worry guys. online blogshop can be trusted. cause u think the people will cheat u on just 10++ or 20++ dollars? hahax. tat's what my bro told me.. so, i went bankrupt. gonna hit $100 already. hehex. for CNY la. so should be just nice. yeah! 100bucks for 6 pieces leh! hmmm. this has convinced myself that i m not spending too much actually. oppsx! haha. op nx wed. and i hope i can get the right question for Q&A. if i can ans well for that... probably can get EE! i hope so la!!! jiayou! hmm. so sian. dunno what to do. so i have been watching tv nowadays. hahahahha. and i wan to recommend the show on channel8 9pm. bu fan de ai. i dunno why..whenever i watch the show.. i will feel damn sad! cause i have dreamt about it. therefore, it's like sooo real to me. and i m scare.. =( but seriously.. if u are contracted with the diesase, and u know that u r going to die in just 2/3 yrs.. how are u going to survive during this period of time? will u be enjoying everyday happily( u need a lot of courage to be like this..) or just waiting for death to come knocking on ur doors? it's quite scary isnt it? eeeew. hence, i m looking forward to watch the show everyday..! hmm. u guys can watch too! so that more ppl can discuss the plot with me..haha. =)) rmb..Bu Fan De Ai ok! hehe. 10.27.2008
alright.back to sch tml. had memo my script already.. but u noe..stage fright! sure will forget everything. therefore, i will bring along my cue cards..just In Case. haha. my few days were not fun except that my bro was back then. hahax. and i have been reading Straits Times! can u imagine how bored i was!! read Straits Times to kill time..hahax. and i think my gp teacher sure hope that i remain bored for the rest for my jc life. so that i can read more..and improve my english! and seriously..i think i sound weird in English. dont u guys feel so~~~ eeeeew. but i have no choice! hehex. hope i can get a easy quest for Q&A. cause i really cannot answer any questions immediately. i sure freak out! not only that,my "Singlish", hor, la,leh,meh..will all 'come out'. =_= hehex. my weakness. yar. get so bored at home. any activities,games,books that are nice or interesting, please introduce to me! oh no. break from sch again! thurs to nx tue. and wed is my op exam! wow. time flies. i cant wait to finish my last exam for jc1. yar. really happy to clear every exams! WOW. it's worth celebrating isnt it? hehex. and heading for jc2 in just a few months time. wah. going to reach 18. soooo fast. and guess what? i m still playing with my Winnie the Pooh every night b4 i sleep. =__= ah. i wonder when will i grow up.. hmm. mentally and physically TOO!! =X hahax. hope to grow vertically up! my bday wish. alright. shall search and dig out any fun movie to watch.. Kungfu Panda! all the best for op! jiayou painting! (though oil nowadays is inflating, but it's still worth to add some on me..) =_= tat's just a joke. yeah. sometimes, i just envy many ppl who have a whole lot of frens with them always. any problems?troubles?worries? they will always be with them. and when they are happy..there's still ppl to share their happiness. that's really very fortunate ah. and i wonder, am i fortunate too? 10.26.2008
yup.i wanna thank my mom for taking out her precious time to actually help me to "deliver" my olvl cert and COLOUR photo to sch.. it's all because of my application form. kanna rejected. =_= 3 of us, seehiang,darren and me. we were like... >< how ah?how ah?how ah? and the stupid thing is..we stood outside GO and said that.. we even stood there and stone for awhile before realising that we are embarrassing ourselves. =_= smart right. in addition to that..we din even see that there's a nid to CAPS our words. -__- ah. den we got to cancel everything and re-write la. lucky me and seehiang used caps for some sections. so we no nid to cancel so much...erm..unlike someone...who i dun wan to mention name.. hahax. so i went to certify my cert.. and i brought along their forms too.. i pleaded the uncle using my sweetest voice.... HAHHAHAHA! and he said.."next time cannot ah.." woosh. cheng gong! haha. xi shen wo de mei se you know!! (i said that to so many people..why none of them believe me! HAHA.) oh fine..give u guys 1 min to go toilet and vomit. OHHHH.. poor me.WAHAHHAA. =P but ya. i realised smth. i din attached my medical record. haha. the funny thing is..they wan the latest record... and i think..the latest one i have...is when i was 3 or 4 yrs old. =___= haix. die lah. X_X i wan to say..THE PRESENTER WAS FUN. fri's op rehearsal, my grp tried to use the presenter.. seriously, it was fun la..haha. but we r not gg to use it as we r going to hold our cue cards that day too.. then, it will be so clumsyy. hehex. stayed back in sch for a while after sch, i was the accessor for serene's grp that day. keep making faces at them..trying to make them laugh.. wahhahaaaa. ask them stupid questions too! fun. hehe. and i saw my op vid. i looked retarded. oh man. i tot i presented quite well...hand gesture was fine.. but the video turned out to be....the opposite! i looked so damn stupid. =__= and my hand gesture was not "big" enough i think.. so looked very nervous. and i spoke quite fast i think.. cant blame me! i got a lot to cover..sad.. speak slow sure "over run".. oh yar, my brother was back. and he will go off tml. so fast hor.. but..he will be back again on fri. so fast hor.. HAHA. lame shit. nth to do!! except for pw. 10.21.2008
this week is the turning point in my life.cause i have already decided to grab the chance to apply for H3 program. i know i do not have the capability and of cause, i m way not up to the standard!!! it should be for those who are really clever... when i told my dad, he asked me to cherish the chance, dun give up before you even start working for it. and ya. i reflected thoroughly. i should not give up this chance.. as i have already given up my chance of getting into temasek junior college earlier this yr. cz i think i dun have the capability. i m a girl with no confident, my dad said. dun give up this 2nd chance for u to shine. and even if i failed in the end, i believed that my dad will still be proud of me. at least, i am able to walk out of my comfort zone and try smth challenging. well. see the hope my dad has for me? so i decided to give it a try. we know that getting the scholarship is way too far for me, but it is the experience that counts. i believe that this program shall stretch my limit to the max, and allow me to discovered a new yanting which i have never know. however, after talking so much crap, I STILL DUNNO THERE ARE WHICH SUBJECTS AVAILABLE FOR ME TO CHOOSE!?!?! =_= and i m still deciding if i shld take chem or maths. shall go and consult my chem teacher tml for her comments. enough of that, i m sick. =_= and i went to see the doctor in the early in the morning. i think my mum had a hard time waking me up. very sick. fever,sore throat,cough,flu... wasnt feeling good, so i din went to sch.. and i missed my op rehearsal. shit. less practices for me... op is the worst part of pw lah.. cz my english is...damn....lousy! i cant speak!! =_= i need more practices...!! so, i will still go sch tml for pw.. hehe. i m such a good girl. 10.18.2008
yeah!one week already. my bro coming back home soon.. ah..i m just soooo sian at home la. computer nth to play.. msn not fun talking... nv go out... tv not nice.... haix. so i could only do pw all day. almost everyday do pw la.. first is rush wr, i & r, op slide, op script, individual plan..prac op.. ah..full of all this.. boring lo. lucky i m going out with family today. woosh. though it doesnt sound fun..but i still look forward to it.. yeah. hmmm. yar. last week, my family..w/o my bro of cz.. went to ikea! woosh. my first time there..HAHA..a bit sua ku i noe.. but v happy. v long nv go out tgt.. and we went there to buy Computer table! becz my hse is going to "make-over" during nov. so throw away old stuff and get new one..yeah! finally. re-paint the hse. and painting is going to paint the hse. isnt that cool. haha. and the computer table is the damn cheap one..<$100 cz is my bro choose one b4 he left for ns. he saw the white colour one in the magazine.. but he din noe that there's 4 more other colours.. black blue pink brown white. my mum and i love the pink one at first sight! BUT....if my bro is there..he sure kill us one.. haha. i was so good lo..for his sake, i ask my mum to buy the blue one.. haha. when we were abt to find the blue table..oppsx. OUT OF STOCK. oppppsxxx. too bad lah..fated..haha..so we bought the pink one..HAHA we bought a couple of things there too!! ah..MIRROR. i wanted to buy the $29 mirror..but it's too long..cant put into my uncle's car.. so sad..so i bought the smaller one..it's only $9.90..people..it's damn worst.. can consider buying. hehe. after tat..went gaint..bought a lot of food back. and i wanted to buy cheese cake!!!! but my mum say got the dunno what disease..EEK. so cannot buy. i wanted to buy oreal..( did i spell tat correctly? i also dunno.) but also cannot! yar. tat's abt it. hmmm. got back promos. damn disappointed in phy. FLUNKED. haha. got a S. oh man. so ugly. haha. hope can be pulled up to E. got E i happy liao. geog also disappointed. spend so long studying. zzzz. alright la. just hope that i dun get a C after adding in my common test marks.. =_= i failed both. BUT BUT. i got a damn big surprise for gp. this is the first time i did so well! omg. it's SO SHOCKING!!! serious. i am damn happy also. got 25 for compo and 31 for compre. wah. my aq got 6/8. oh man. miracle.. dun you guys think so? HAHHAHAAA. for maths and chem.. still ok..hope chem mcq get 32! but..it's damn diff lah. cz i left many ques blank. but it's ok..i m satisified. and was miracle happened again lah.. got top 5% in sch? actually i dunno one..is my fren told me.. i tot that list in the notice board is those who score well for maths only. din noe that it's top5%. but i think they based on mid yr results lah... cz my promos was...just average. i even flunk phy leh. yup. was happy too! hope i can maintain this results in j2 also.. my wish la..! haha! =) yeah. bro coming home 6days later..!! cant wait to see if his hair have grown.HAHA 10.09.2008
hey yar.din went to sch today. haha. i was clever to choose today as many claimed that it's SUPER DUPER BORING. it's talks and talks and talks. haha. today is a very sad day. becz my bro went for NS to learn to transform from a boy to a man.. ( tat's their SAF/BMTC mission or motto la..i cant rmb..) i bet my whole family just cant bear to leave him.. including me.. tat's why i took my day off from sch today to send him off... =) i m damnnnn good right..haha. (main purpose is to have a "SOLID" reason to skip sch.) yar. cant bear to leave him..so i took quite some photos of his.. to hope to look at it when i am bored.. as i think i will have a good laugh when viewing the pics. shall post some up later.hehex. woke up every early..to get prepared to go oversea..pulau tekong. the past few days b4 he left, i really spend my time around him..for the last moment. (which he claimed i was DAMN IRRITATING and SCOLDED me..) talk crap with him..and have our lame and idiotic chat b4 we slept. and the sad thing is..I wont have anyone to talk to from tonight onwards.. haix. finally,we set off to tekong. with my whole family plus my aunt and grandpa. unfortunatelly, my grandpa isnt feeling well and vomit during the journey. so he took taxi home and left us first. after that, we took FERRY to tekong. that was my first ferry trip. and i tell u..it's really damn dizzy...~ seasick! serious.. the ferry kept shaking,moving,turning. i just dont like it very much. hahax. finally, we reached the place and my bro left us.. at that point, i was really damn sad..esp when u see ur bro walking to the right and we are going to the left. seperation really hurts. i kept saying byebye la..but dunno if my bro actually heard it..cz he nv turned his head to look at me...maybe only once out of my many scream. yar. and.. really..the service there was damn good. let us sit in air con bus to "tour" around the whole campus. and i really wonder if they do this to the ns men a not.. my dad said, they r just putting up a show to let us feel secured. =_= haha.poor ns man. yar..just tour and tour and tour.. after a few hours, we finally get to meet my bro again! wow. for our last dinner tgt. and i was surprise! the dinner there today was DAMN NICE! it's western food with BIG BIG BIG chickens which taste like KFC, and fries, and cambell soup, apple juice, baked beans, veggie, fruits. "WAH..gor,not bad ar..u finally got nice dinner liao..better den mama's.." " they fake one la..my frens said the food like shit. they putting up show today for parents mah.." hahax. oh well. den..tat's too bad la..just eat lo..how will it ever be as bad as mum's...OPPSX. jkjk. and yar. it's sayonara's time. it's so fast la. my dad just went to return the untensils, and return back, he's gone! "i haven say byebye to him leh.."my dad said..looking around to search for him and took a last view. and as usual.. i kept BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE to him..which made him irritated again. and took some shots of him. tat moment..really feel like crying la. cz nv in my life, my family members have left me for more den..5days or a week? just couldnt get used to it. though it's only 2weeks, but i bet..it will be the longest 2 wks i have nv been through.. and serious..no1 crap with me,scold me, shout at me,play with me,laugh with me again.. omg..this is gg to last for 2mths. i think i will becum very quiet person.. so dun be surprise if nx time yt dun joke ok! den,we left. took ferry back again..which i almost fainted. hahax. yar. tat's abt it. and i hope my bro quickly come back.. my whole family will miss him. he just called back just now! and he didnt change at all.. wan us to talk very fast..so that he can save his phone bill and save his battery.. =_= oh well. tat's just him.my brother. =) 9.29.2008
    
WAH.finally can have A BREAK!
erm..i really mean..a break. just for a day or two.. cz my promos HAVE NOT ENDED YET~ =_= but..i really feel relieve today. cz finished the stupid idotic damn difficult phy paper3..( only? ) and..shall not talk abt it. cz it's damn XXXXXX. alright. went out to so called surprise sharm. wahaha. but obviously..the canning sharm did not fall into our trap AGAIN. haha. i dunno..just hope that she really feel our "love" to her.. HAHA..(SHARM..MUST TAG ME ABT THIS!) yar.went to TM. and century square.. had pizza hut.. talkkkkkk so much crap.... haha..as usual..i m the one coming up with it..HAHAHA. the baked pasta was NICE..REALLY.vvv full..wahahaha. and then..went to toilet..i heard a guy call me.. i tot got wat shuai ge..or my primary sch fren or wat.... and ta da~ it's yintak...(chey~~) haha.no offence. but must thank him today.. spilled out A LOT OF GOSSIPS. serious. quite shocking. hahaha. den we took pics. shld ask yintak help us take b4 he leave.. cz we look so paiseh, standing at the side..taking pics ourselves.. so many ppl pass by..omg. hahax. lucky i dun stay near that area. yeah~ haha. but seriously..i had fun today! soooo happy..and i enjoyed a lot.. you really feel damn good and relax with sec sch frens! WHY ROX! =) not forgetting yj too! (the damn busy girl...wooohooo...!) 9.24.2008
alright.a short summary of NY promo exam. it sux la.. ny is so horrible terrible vegetable la. they made our mid yr exam so simple..ez to do and score.. this is to give us a fake impression! this promo was 5times much more diff den mid yr ok! ah..so it's means my grades will drop 5 times also. ahh. sian. GP : " is being waelthy also a good thing?" wah. the comment i received from my fellow sch mates are.. " nx yr i can be ur ogl liao" " wah,i admire ur courage" "why do this weird weird que" "ppl do sci n tech...what is this?" yar. kinda freak out now. but..i never expect to pass gp anyway.. cz i wun pass anyway.. maths: i was panic at the last hour. cz i still got a lot of blanks! dunno how to do.. but i think i can pass...not score definitely. cz i made serious mistakes..and the thing is..i found out my mistake.. but "put ur pens down and no more writing.." =__= accept the fate. GEOG! on the same day. wah!! xia si ren!!! i tried my very best already i must say.. so i dunno what will be the outcome.. but i miss out some impt pts..hai. mass movements! the characteristic of rock..i nv study. (^$Q!%$$$**&q) MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSS! CHEM. my "only" hope for an A!!!!!! now..i m only hoping for a pass. MY WHOLE PAGE OF ATOMIC STRUCTURE WRONG. AND I LEFT 3 QUES BLANK. those explaining que.. i really SCREWEDDD UP MY CHEM. HORRIBLE. they made mid yr so simpleeeeee.... and now..........eeeeeeeyyyyerrrrrrrrr. stupid! really la.. my chem cmi liao. yar. so u just have just witnessed how i screwed up my promos.. i hope u guys learn from my mistakes. and i hope I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES TOO. ( if i have a chance nx yr...) I WAN BE OGL NX YR! and not have an ogl nx yr. wish me gd luck. =) 8.30.2008
hey yo.happy teachers' day! =) i went NY ytd morning for teachers' day celebration. initially i was really damn excited and looking forward to the day.. cz my class is going to take part in tug of war. it's suppose to be a v fun activity.. with everyone working together..and PULL the rope. but, haix. i din tot of ppl ponning sch on that day. it's really damn sickening la. i dun wan to walkover again. so no choice, those who were present ytd, were all dragged to play. i really apologised to those who were reluctant to play~ and i really want to thank those who supported the game. thanks very much. and i think i was touched by what chen geng wrote on his blog. it was quite unexpected for him to write all that. i believed i still had fun ytd with everyone and esp with mr toh and ms theresia! mr toh!! u r really great ok! he really used all his strength to be the last man and pull the rope hard. initially, we were really like stationary, stay put at the point. which means that our team and the opponent are on par.. den i sense some hope in winning.. but strangely, i din noe why at that point, we were moving front, bring pulled by the opponent. and standing in front of me is darren, siva, and chen geng, they were really using all their strength to pull the rope. can see their effort in the game. "trying" to win~ they almost fell. but cleverly, they reacted fast and stood up. but..mr toh isnt that lucky. he fell! tat's the reason why we were being pulled by the opponent. and yup. we lost. Ms theresia too! must thank her! cz the game made her shoe dirty..and she have to wash it in the toilet. hahax. and some words to her: You are definitely not wasting our space in the game! HAHAX. =) ya. after the game..den nth much la. i went back NCHS! woosh.. saw a lot of "long lost fren".. hahax. actually i was just bring lame la.. go shake hands and hug those NY mates. HAHA.. there are simply toooooo many nc ppl from ny. HAHA. yar. saw nadine! REALLY SO LONG NV SEE HER. AND SHE GAVE ME A DAMN TIGHT HUG AT OUR FIRST SIGHT. i was shock man. hahahahax. ya..me n her talked a lot.. and miss her a lot la.. only she will be so crazy with me! i nv had anyone in ny like her..SOOO CRAZY! hahax.. same style as me la.. after that went jack's place. eat.. haha. and went home.. zzzz. happy days are over..have to muggggggg like hell from today onwards. i really cannot make it already la.. cant maintain my grades. i hope to get scholarship at the end of the yr... but this aim seems to drift away from me ar.. 22 more days to hell. anyone wans to join me there? i will be looking forward to it. =) 8.29.2008
many times i ask myself if it's worth the wait.the answer i tried to convince myself is no. though it's obvious to me that the wait is meaningless, i still wish for the 1% chance of miracle to happen... the longer i wait, the deeper my pain. (do not ask me anything regarding this issue! thanks. this is just a way for me to fa xie.)
if i say this is what i am feeling and experiencing now...
who will know? 下雨天了怎么办 我好想你 不敢打给你 我找不到原因 为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉 沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停 期待让人越来越沉溺 谁和我一样 等不到他的谁 爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味 一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累 怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念 雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴 其实没有我你分不清那些差别 结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变 被爱的人不用道歉 期待让人越来越疲惫 谁和我一样 等不到他的谁 爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味 一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累 怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念 雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴 其实没有我你分不清那些差别 结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变 被爱的人不用道歉 怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念 雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴 其实没有我你分不清那些差别 结局还能多明显 别说你会难过 别说你想改变 被爱的人不用道歉 By Nan Quan Ma Ma - Xia Yu Tian. =(( 8.12.2008
YEAH.DAMN COOL 0813 CLASS PHOTOS! =))    
8.07.2008
haha.damn long nv post. and yar. i went to watch money not enough 2 today with.... MY BOYFRIEND...... SERENE YOU! haha. the rest of the ppl pangseh la.. but it's ok. the movie is really v worth it becz it's really vv funny. both of us LAUGH UNTIL SIAO. CRY UNTIL CANNOT STOP. and when we stepped out of the theater., we laugh at each other la..our eyes really damn red.HAHA it's a vv touching movie..serious. so i recommend everyone to go n watch! =) lucky nv only serene is with me today. and luckily..i did not watch the movie with any guys. i think they will laugh at my damn red eyes and nose until SIAO! =________= yeah. v happy. but sat nid to go back to sch for GP make up lesson. NATIONAL DAY LEH! =_= no choice. hahax. days recently were fun.. but... haix. fun means i have been slacking! =__= promos in 46 days.. and i haven even start revision. i seriously nid to WAKE UP!! IF NOT I CAN GET GD RESULTS! hahha.. recently also.. love to play sports.. SO SPORTY LEH! HAHAA..jkjk. esp : TCHOUK BALL & CAPTAIN'S BALL. v fun. hahax. and..i dunnno why...the tchouk ball always like to hit me! it always aim on my face! =_= my forehead!!!!! (@*#$&%^%$@#&*%())$ i dun mind it hit my hand..but not face! last wk i crashed with regina. and i was badly injured. my face got blue-black. it's damn painful...and i tot my ribs broke. hahax. i m prone to injuries. tat's what i can say la. hahahahahahahax. and..anyone..intro me whitening cream! my sec sch frens tot i joined DRAGONBOAT IN JC! they see my tanned skin colour cum leg muscles.. omg! so kua zhang meh? HAHA. pls discuss. (sounds like gp essay..HAHA!) ya. tml is 080808! DAMN COOL LA. ANYONE..make my day special tml! =) HAHHAHA.. so greedy. okokk. BYE GUYS..cya in....dunno when. 7.20.2008
LTC SHOTS!hahax.    HAHA.it's me la.  Abseiling.  CHALLENGE POLE!  WE LOVE TONKS! x3  CANDID SHOT!  Last Day!  NYJC LEADERS! can someone spot me? HAHA 7.13.2008
haha.paiseh. i just blogged my LTC until the 2nd day. so now i am going to blog abt my 3rd n 4th day. 3th day! wake up early in the morning and got myself prepared for KAYAKING! i was damn worried initially la. so i heard from jovin tat we are going to kayak in mangrove swamp. it's damn dirty la. HAHA..den got seaweeds floating around..which u might feel that it's JELLYFISH! eeew. so i was quite worried la. but nevertheless..Ms Peh still tried out for the event. haha. but everything was still ok la. not as dirty as i imagine. i just cant stand the seaweeds and the plastic bags floating around me. i kept thinking that is was jellyfish! haha..v scare. oh ya. tonks got separated. so my grp consisited of ME QIAO LING ZHI YUAN N CHARLENE. i must really thank the 4 of them la. we were like really take care of each other and encouraging each other. cz u really nid a lot of encouragement from ur frens out in the sea la. it's really damn diff to pedal in the big blue sea. and it's v tiring. if i was to be there without my team mates, i could not survive through the whole camp la. THANKS GUYS! ya. wat i love abt the kayaking was the CAPSIZED DRILL. it's v exciting la. i love it. still must tap the kayak for 3 three times b4 coming out of the water. and my first try was gd. got praise by my instructor. and i like my instructor too! he's damn lame. but vvv fierce when he is serious. and he kept spreading my scandals? what's funny is..he came out of the scandals?? omg. so paiseh can. must apologise to the guy..which..i dunno him also! haha. but i dun mind la..since this makes everyone in my team laugh and be happy! the sad thing is..it rained halfway! alamak. kayaking got to stop after lunch. After the rain stopped, we carried on with our kayaking. but the sea then was v Choppy. ( i dunno if it's spelled like tat..) the waves were damn strong. and it's high tide. no more shore/beach. the first seen of the sea was vv scary la. i was afraid i will be drown. haha. it's really cooperation and team works that made us brave and went ahead. and i must confidently say tat my grp all did it la. we capsized in the middle of the sea. and came back safetly! yeah. PALAWANS ROX. tat's the name my instructor gave us. "my young little palawans!" tat's abt it for kayaking. den at night. it's YULE BALL. my nightmare. HAHA. but actually yule ball = campfire. it's v fun. and i enjoyed the whole performance..be it by hufflepuff or other teams. they really did a great job. the emcees too. very lame. very funny. yar. i enjoyed it. after tat was 2 videos. one by photo club while the other one by CNNY. both were v nice. and ya. me and tw pic was shown. omg. quite ma lu. (eh..i guess there's nth to hide already la. cz the pic is spreading like nobody's business.haha) i wasnt feeling anything at first. cz i seriously din noe the girl is me..! haha. KUKU LA ME! i nv see myself in short hair b4..( i mean in photo) tat's why i hesistated a moment..why everyone was looking at me and cheering? HAHA. luckily the pic was captured v nice la. if not i will go kill the photographer! hahax. from 0817 one.. but the whole incident is v funny la. HHAAHHAAHHAAHHAA. and ya. after the vids, it was the dance. eeww..my zhi ming shang. hahax. BUT..i got dance with guys ok.. with girls also..PEIQI QIAOLING CHARLENE YINGZHEN WEILI..etc. haha.i cheated a lot la. the dance was damn lame. cz everyone dunno how to dance, den just keep turning in a circle. just like tat.hahax. ya.den reflection with prefects. chatted vv long. side tracks some stuffs too. haha. and i rmb clearly tat night..chunwei was DRUNK or smth?!?! he's simply talking rubbish. all no link stuffs? ppl say A he ans B. HAHA. vvv funny la..jacques(JUG) and me was laughing non stop. and tat night. i opened up my sleeping bag.and 54321, i fell asleep. damn fast k. cz v tired. hahax. 4th day! 1 STAR KAYAKING TEST. was very worried la. scare fail..cz my instructor though v lame but he's v strict. ya..we showed him all the pedaling strokes..the J draw. Classic draw..etc. we were wondering why he nv test us on capsize drill. my fave. den he said..he already tested us ytd..without us knowing. yeah! so cool right. den we spend the rest of the time playing in the sea! it's really v fun. when can u all really have the chance to play in the sea right. but yup. i got the opportunity! yeah. envy me right. and when we r in the middle of the sea, we stood up on the kayak. wah..the instructor was damn jian. he ask the guy to change place..to sit beside me.. so tat when we stood up..we can hold hands tgt.. =_= and i was v innocently being named Mrs Wong? omg. (hey guys..it's all jokes ok. it does not mean anything! i am still single and available! JKJKJK) and after tat..we work tgt to CAPSIZE our instructor. but he kayak damn fast lo.. i ran out of energy v fast.hahax. den we joined in forces with other team..and we pedal in diff directions.. in the end..we surround my instructor and he was capsized! yeah. haha.ok.i update the last part some other day! going to do GP. =_= btw. i m pleased with my results. HOHO! my hardwork was paid off. =) 7.08.2008
yeah.here to post abt my LTC! day1. i had gone for dragonboating n land ex. it's a rare experience la. i can only say dragonboating is very tiring! and i wanted to slack a bit. cz i cant stand it already. but so paiseh la. everyone peddling, den i rest. so in the end, i just REN. ( which results in muscle ache the nx day! haha.) and hor, we peddle out in the sea and stood up. it's v scary, cz the boat will keep shaking. and it feels like it's going to CAPSIZED. but in the end, we din cap la. we are pro ppl ok! hahax.jkjk. yar. den went to land ex. wah. every tiring la. and i was all wet and covered all with sand. the land ex is all walking. of cz there's many funny stations for us to find our clues to win the game. it's fun too la. however, it's hard for me to get use to the camp cz everything must be done within the time they gave. and the time they gave was ridiculous. 5mins. 1min. 30secs. haha. but tat's the pt of going to training camp right. so i have to accept that. hehex. and my most worried part. waltz practise. omg. so throw face la. but it's the same step as our mass dance. the dance part still ok. the scary part is to like invite the guys to dance. EWW?!?! haha. den the guys must also invite the girls to dance. i must admit la. i still cant step out of this comfort zone. i act blur.go dance with girls. HAHA. clever me. but got la. a few guys invited me to dance, den i also dunno how to reject. so dance lo. hahax. so random one. all strangers. but ok. new experience again. =) day2. high elements. omg. i have nv tried that b4 in my whole life la. and at first i though i am fear of heights. but hahax. i dont have la. i feel that i m quite brave la. i wasnt scare at all can! maybe smth wrong with my nerves. first is absile. ( i think it's spelled this way.) abt 3 to 4 lvl high wall. den have to be like fireman..walk down the wall. it's wasnt scary one la. hahax.many of the guys complained that it's not fun at all. so sian. but hor, i had prob coming down. cz my leg cant reach the wall! omg. den kanna laugh tat my legs are short. hahax. i wun deny that. cz it's a fact la. =_= then. tried out belaying for rock climbing. erm. i din tried out rock climbing.cz no time. den head on to challenge pole. wth la. tat's the scariest component. the pole was abt 3lvl high i think. i am a little bit scare at first. but then..i hack care la. just die die climb up the pole,den jump down.HAHA. it's really a scary component. many of the guys are scared too! HAHA. i cant believe i actually have the guts to jump down la. i was so surprised in myself. 3rd station, it's flying fox. it's even higher. abt 4lvl high. but this is damn fun n relaxing la. not scare AT ALL. hoho. brave right. yeah of cz. den during the waiting time, when to play some games with the prefects. so paiseh. i m the only girl. den everyone stood in one tree log. and got to move.. luckily i m light and small. so i could move v easily. the guys hor. erm. Chunwei n Jug n teckwei kept hugging tgt,v tightly. but they still fell.damn funny can.hahax. 4th stations, i dunno wat's the name. but hor. i felt so innocent. actually is Aaron who was suppose to go up first. and i was standing at the sides, talkin n chatting. den dunno why i was called up to be the first to go up. wah. i was stunned la. that's the most scary one can. =_= and i stupidly went up. fortunately i have a bonded teammates cheering for me down there. so,i just die die go up. i havfe to walk to the other end on only one steel string. can imagine a not! =_= oh fine. i dunno how i finished walking too. haha. brave right. and most imptly, i din fall down! yeah! so from this right, i felt that i have stepped out from my comfort zone already. dare to venture out for new things. more couragous. more daring. tat's the things i have learnt. at night was the forbidden forest. it's damn lame can a not. go walk in the east coast park. den must accomplish some missions too. v lame la.the prefects still wear masks and attempt to scare us. but obviously they failed la. 7.07.2008
alright!i am finally back from LTC. it's a VVVVVVVV FUN CAMP! and u noe wat, i met SO MANY NICE FRENS LA! they are so caring. though the camp was Damn Bloody Irritatingly HECTIC, i had enjoyed VVVVVVVVVV MUCH. it's really so fun lo. i am glad that i attended it. most imptly, i have turned BLACK like nobody business! omg la. tat's horrible. hahax. alright. i reached home at 5.45 today. and i am superb tired. i nid a rest. i will elaborate the camp things tml. it's v funny lar, my grp was v fun! WE LOVE TONKS! 6.29.2008
我只想说，命中注定我爱你很好看！我看过最好看的啦！ 看了之后有很多感触 我不知道自己哭了多久， 哭了多少，为什么哭!! 已经很就没有看戏看到哭了， 看了特别感动。 我只能说，三立偶像剧真的太 POWER. it's been rate up to 10. and i was wondering initially too. how is tat possible. rating higher den wangzibianqingwa?!?!?! but now, i finally know. and i am glad, i watched it. cz, it's been so long since i was SAN LI ou xiang ju. it's been so long, and it's still so nice. 这个有的跟王子变青蛙 FIGHT! erm. actually it already win wang zi la. for me, i was watching this 2shows simultaneously on youtube n channel u. and wangzi is more to laughter. a little bit of sad when shan ju hao forget ye tian yu. but i feel tat it's still more to funny. comedy. tat's what it attracted me to watch. for ming zhong, it's really damn sad. it's abt an ordinary girl. REALLY ordinary girl. it's sad to see her get bullied la. and sad to see her being so stupid. and i just cant stand JI CUN XI! he kept breaking his promises!! (this is wat i currently cant stand!) but i still think he quite handsome la. hahax. =_= ya. the climax which is from epi12. really made me break down can. it's v sad. serious. 1st time i cried so long. i cried for the whole 2 epi. 3hrs. in front of my mum also. -__- wth. so throw face. wonder wat she will think.haix. alright, activate my tear gland as it has not working for a long time already! this show also made me reflect on a lot of things. past present and Future. which makes me think, life is not going to be easy and peaceful. esp relationship.omg. i am starting to get fear on that. serious la. the starting is always so sweet, happy, memorable. however,it always end with a sad story. i seriously dun think i can handle that.HAHA. i watch drama also will cry until like i m the one dying. how will be able to cope. EEWWW. so scary. hate it. so,it's a good reflection time for me. made me prepared for the future? hahax. Am i thinking too much,or am i thinking too less? well. just wan to say tat the show it's nice. if u guys have time, just go and watch. btw, main characters are Chen Qian En and Ruan Jing Tian. =) and yup. i finally went to eat sakae with WHYS already. it's on last fri. it's still so good hanging out with them. i feel so relax..and i feel so ME. cz i got a feeling tat i still haven open up in nanyang. the feeling is just so different when i was hanging out with WHYs, which i can do a lot of stupid actions, say a lot of funny jokes, laugh at them, tease them, chat abt future with them, share a lot of things in sch with them. wow. the feeling is so damn nice, happy,relax, fun etc.. yup. i will miss every outings or gathering with all my frens! and ya. saw sam sam on the way home, which made me feel even happier. cz so long nv see her already! missing 2E frens now. hahax. but, i still have a whole lot of GOOD FRENS IN NY! all my classmates! they are all gd ppl. therefore, i feel vvvvv lucky already. i dun wish for me. just let me enjoy this period of time. <3 ! 6.26.2008
this is damn irritating.i simply hate myself can anot! i dunno why la. hasnt been myself for the past few days. it's exam wk.and i m soooooo slack. i din take the exam seriously. and i regretted it. in fact, i was studying quite hard during the hols. but i seemed to lose the momentum during the end of hols, when exams are reaching. it's damn irritating la. and now, i m feeling sad over the tests. i mean, why feel sad? i deserve it right. haix. esp geog. i cant fail it la. my only h1 sub. (dun talk abt GP!) i seriously studied a lot on it during the hols. and i memorise everything tat has come out for the exams. but becz ytd, i was too SLACK, i din read through it again. and i panic in today's test. so i SCREWED everything up la. damn it. i could have pass and score well for it one. i m just too disappointed in myself. and also my chem! the paper wasnt difficult. but..i cant forgive myself to make STUPID MISTAKES. BOND ENERGY! the give away marks question. i have been practising since b4 hols can! and there i am..making mistakes again. my goodness. my maths. ha. dun wan to mention it. it's another careless mistake. and 10marks gone. phy. MR KHOO GAVE US THE SIMILAR QUE IN HIS LAST LESSON. omg. and i still dunno how to do. this shows that..i have not been listening to him teaching. serve me right. and now.. i think tat mr khoo is a gd teacher la. starting to like him..but he is leaving. HA. therefore,conclusion. I HAVE TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY EXAMS. THAT'S IT. 6.04.2008
yo.the 3days of the 2nd week. by right, i shld be studying for my mid-yr exam. but..somehow dun have the Mood n Motivation lar. rather..i m feeling vv slack~ ah..i think i m going to fail my exam~ =( did nth much during the past 2days. just re-do some tutorials. yupyup. the main objective of today's post is to announce... I HAVE CUT MY HAIR SHORT! hahax. it's true ok. sharm always say i everything cut hair.. say until v kuazhang.. but..this time.. it's really short la. cant tie at all.. i din imagine it to be so short.. and u noe..u always wun get what u wan from the hairstylist. HAHA. and..this is my 1st time cutting my hair outside! WOW~ cz my mum dunno how to cut bob la. so we went to Twister by monsoon at hougang mall. the service was damn gd. and they put in so much effort to cut ur hair. they even help me straighten it at the end of the hair cut. and wat..i felt like i m in Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi tat salon lar. so cool can. hahax. but it's costly lar. hehex. so sry to my mum..nv let her cut..still wan her to pay. HAHAHAX! thanks mum!! =) and yup. shall show u all the difference~ before n after.. DUN FOCUS ON MY FACE! SEE THE HAIR!! SO UGLY!  After..  
6.03.2008
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5.29.2008
ah.i finally have enough sleep today! but i still woke up at around 10.30? TO DO GPP RESEARCH! my leader wans the research to be in by NOON. so i rushed for it. however, he wasnt online at that time lar.. Wat the . . . haha. but it's ok lar. at least i accomplished my job! today is SUPPOSE TO BE MY MUGGING DAY. cz i have been spending my last 3days outside n 'have fun', moreover,tml i am going to chalet. so i must mug today! but i failed lar. it's really damn SIANNNZZZZ to mug. i only read through circular motion n geog weathering notes. and nth else. i think i tml must get up v early to mug first b4 enjoying! can i do it? i doubt it. and. i dunno why. has been feeling a little bit moody. i have this sudden urge. to really sit down and think of wat kind of future i want. seriously lar, i am 17 already! it's not young anymore. and till now,i still dunno what job i wan in future? i do not have a goal in mind. and it makes my road difficult to move on. heard a lot of things from the more senior ppl or some famous ppl on tv. why are they so successful now? it's simply becz they went into the career they wished. they have tot of their goals since young and thus work very hard towards it. argh..where's mine la! =_= actually i have always wanted to be a teacher since young. but since i have started teaching tuition, kids are quite irritating sometimes. esp when they KEEP talking among themselves and ignore u when u are talking! this really scare me off ok! i wanted to be DJ too. but it's scary to be lock inside the room at night. ............. hahax. alamak. have i wasted my 17yrs on earth? i din rmb i have any achievement in my life seriously. i am not clever, neither do i have any talent. come to think of that..i feel that i m really a vvv ordinary girl. ah.tat's not i wan to be. i wan to be Somebody and not nobody ! haha. this shall temporary be my goal now! 5.28.2008
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oh yeah.FINAL farewell to mr foo.. erm. start off with chem test today. the ques are simple.. BUT DAMN TRICKY! ah. i m so stupid to actually fall into the trap. fortunately i passed the test lar.. nv score v well though. hahax. after that,went for geog lect. DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE BIT! =( so sad. nvm,shall mug during holidays! yeah. the main event today. our farewell party. it din go according to my initial plan, but i believe everyone still enjoy it lar. AND. there are 10ppl who PANGSEH US! THEY GOOD! all run away. -_- yup.so only abt 16ppl were present. and mr foo was so on time. reach exactly at 1pm..and we are still preparing? so..all the surprises were revealed. ah~ i believe he knows everything before hand lar.. but it's ok. yup.pass the V BEAUTIFUL card to him..(decorated by me! yeah! ) hope he likes it lar.. and mr foo,we are so disappointed in you! FAILED my tutorial. it's so simple lar.. just fill in all the names of 0813. =__= like duh..~ i can laugh for a few mins before i start doing it! hahax. he dunno my name! only know my face. -_- i have been his chem rep for 10weeks! HAHA. but in the end..he still got it right lar..(with hints given other frens!) fail fail fail fail fail. he can nv be an A teacher anymore.. still nid me to do corrections for him! hahax. hahax. yup.we ordered pizza. 60++ i think. and i ate 2 slices..super full! =_= we talked crap with mr foo lar. and indeed. he's a lame person. can see that he's touched by the cards lar. and he tried his best to SHED some TEARS~ =___= but he failed again. he only rmbs me when i was helping to clean up the place. "OH.chem rep right!!yanting!" and he put his hand out with a used cup. =_= hinting me to throw the cup away.HAHAX. den went up to see the vid! must really thank SEEHIANG N zhixiang. seehiang really take out a lot of time n effort in doing the vid. and zhixiang..he also help to send the vid to us..even though the sending always fail, but he still nv give up! and also, thanks peiqi n jieying who went to buy the stuff. sultan for ordering the pizza. i really appreciate everyone's effort. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! we had quite a no of prob switching on the comp.. which end up mr foo doing most of the job instead of us. i think it is ron or peigang tat successfully on the comp. yeah! it's sad.really.showing us all the gd time tgt..yet they are becoming memories tat we keep inside our hearts. after that,mr foo's last words. all captured down in sultan's cam. v touching ar. sat down for 1hr ++ to chat. heart to heart talk. (actually,it's more to a gossip session.) HAHA. and i think i am really B O R O N ( bodok & moron ) to actually say. " must greet the jap by saying sawatikap." AH! peiqi n mr foo were like DUH~ can have some general knowledge a not? and they keep laughing.. also, my out of tune "Cousin" to "car-cheng" SO FUNNY MEH! go kill peiqi. hahax. it's really a nice session today. had fun. after saying goodbye. me serene peiqi jieying sultan peigang chengeng went vivo! haha. we went there for no purpose. just for fun. HAHAX. we walked walked walked.. after that, went to the grandstand and play zhong ji mi ma. the loser has to do punishment. haha. v funny this part. i shall upload tml..cum pictures taken today. i v tired..wan zzzz already. HAPPY DAY TODAY! 5.23.2008
 0813 and the BEST CHEM TEACHER!Nicest Pic!  WOOSH. best friends.  My teacher so 'ON' lar. willing to be 'bullied' by us.hahax.  with the guys.  Now the girls  Another SHOT!  Ah. chem prac is not going to be as happy and fun without mr foo. =(( Our LAST CHEM PRAC!  The so called "FUN + GD LOOKING+ CAN TEACH V WELL TEACHER!"     See,mr foo's handwriting..damn NICE! he wrote this v fast,and it's still so neat. it's so unlike my ph_s_c teacher's handwriting... HAHAX. seriously, 0813 will miss him a lot. he's the best teacher i have ever come across in my life lar. he can teach VVV WELL. my chem now is so much better den sec sch lar. i score so much higher den in sec sch. he's just like mr tien in nc. a nice teacher that teaches well. however, we dun seem to have the Luck. he's leaving end of may. sad. i will always rmb his quotes la. " I CAN AFFORD TO LAUGH FOR A FEW MINS B4 I STARTED DOING THE QUES. IT'S SO SIMPLE!" " Learn the concepts,dun memorise like NOBODY'S BUSINESS!" hahax. there's too many to be quoted. so i really wish that nx tue's farewell party can really make him feel our "love" for him. 0813, give me more ideas to how to zheng him! =X hope wat we have planned with make him touched. it's still not too late to change ur mind! hehex. 5.20.2008
AH.actually today is a v fun day.. but my damn idiot stupid phone... spoil AGAIN! IT'S THE 7TH TIME I THINK. so damn angry la. dunno why i m so suay to actually spend 300 on a spoil phone.. haix. i m such a FOOL. =( alright. dun talk abt unhappy thing. today lesson start off with chem! ah.. dunno why chem tut's time always FLY! SO FAST LA. i wish chem tut is extended to 2hrs! not enough!! and,whole class got a shock. becz. "Mr Foo, u cut ur hair ar?" " No la. i burn my hair!" =_= ok. our lesson started off with laughters. gd right. gd start of the day. den go through energetics! and..i promise to do 1 time on energy cycle..if not enough i will practise for 100times...if not enough i will practise for 1000 times..it not 100000 times! i will practise like nobody's business! hoho! so determined! cz i dun believe mr foo can solve it so easily..and i cant. =_= haha. i must conquer my fear on energetics! JIAYOU PAINTING! after that..geog tut was great. cz i learnt a lot of stuff.. we were going through corrections. and..i passed my test lar. 12/24. not bad lar.. (an wei myself..) hahax. i m satisfied. den council investiture.. was talking for the full 1.5hrs i think. and..i sang the school song! ron was so impressed. den he said " i dunno how to sing sch song leh!" hahax. a teacher beside him heard it. and he got a scolding for it.. HAHAHAHA. funny right. PW was even funnier. after discussion our GPP, we just talk crap lar. zhixiang n darren were DAMN STUPID. they were using my croco n sharon's pen holder(which is a bear) to fight! erps. "how old are you?" i said. after that..i immediately go n join them la. =__= ok i was lame. i noe. hahax. and my quote for the day. " u can scold my leader,but u cannot scold me hor! " hahax.damn crap lar. and now i realise that actually my pw grp v gd lar. v fun also.. hahax. my LEADER IS GD OK! (sometimes it's gd to lie...JKJK!) ok. that's my wonderful and fun day.. i was v pleased and happy.. except for my spoil phone. haix.. 5.15.2008
OH HOHOHO!this is my 200th posts. wah.impressed? hahax =_= lame. BZ BZ BZ so much things to do. i think i am really a weirdo lar. when i m free..i wun wan to use the comp to play. but when i m BZ, i will log in to internet lar. dunno why.. wanna relieve stress? i dunno. quite worried with pw. cz din really understand wat my grp project is abt wat. tml nid to ask my grp leader thoroughly. if not i will sure be mark down.. AND! today's maths lesson was damn S_U_A_Y! and i act damn stupid lar. mr toh wans volunteer to go up n do maths que. den he choose today's date which is 15. my index was 16.so i laugh at jieying(she was 15)! and i laugh damn loud can.. cz cha yi dian call me. HAHAHA - i laughed. and who noes.. i forgot smth! anqi left us already. so our index is pushed forward! AND I M 15! =_= whole class was laughing lar. ok fine.go up n do. mr toh call another person - index 5 - darren up. and seriously, i dunno what happen, everyone was laughing. and mr toh was adding fire to the oil. he was very bad lar. and i felt innocent. damn malu can.. shld not elaborate! ok.. after that gp lesson. do essay.. and obviously.i din finish.. HOHOHO! den was quite moody. was making card... make until damn sian at first.. cz it looks like shit. and i dunno how to continue. however,luckily, there's vanessa with me.. encouraging me lar.. so i lighted up! =) and decorate the card. hehe. quite nice now..the pop-up! yeah!! hahax. and yar. now i going to write smth in the card. (but i got nth to write..HAHA) ok.today is friday! a relaxing day. btw..who can help me find out where can i buy NIKE BOTTLE. THE CRYSTAL CASING ONE! I WAN PINK COLOUR! anyone sees it..pls contact me ok. i wan buy! 5.14.2008
YEAH!today is a v fun and happy day for me! i wasnt paying 100% attention today lar! i was having fun during maths tut, pe and chem tut lar! maths tut: i was v high. dunno why.. keep scaring ppl with my crocodile pencil case! hahax. but of cz, no one was afraid. =_= and i wasnt listening to functions! nvm,tml den brush up. pe: as i have passed my napfa..( for ur info.i got gold! ) YEAH!!! hahax.pro right. JKJKJK! that's why i do not nid to re-take napfa today. so i have free period! hahax. funfun. after that break and 2hours of chem tut! can u imagine! WE DID NOT FALL ASLEEP LIKE WAT WE DID DURING PHY TUT! hahax. instead,it's so fun lar. v funny lo. vanessa says my crocodile looks like HIPPO? mr foo says it looks like LIZARD? eh..anything wrong with their eyes? heeheex. i think today is the best chem tut i have been. but that's quite sad lar..this is the last 2nd chem tut i think.. =( and my chem teacher was damn good ok. we got 3 breaks throughout the 2hrs. cz he notice that our brain are SATURATED ( chem terms) already, so he let us rest.. hahax. so we made use of the break to do smth fun lar. TOU PAI MR FOO! (eh..looks like fool.no lar.jkjk!) of cz, i m not the one who started it.. but i was the accomplice. hahax. Ron was joking abt mr foo that he looks like hong jun yang. if anyone can rmb, the superstar finalist. and the funny thing is..Ron dunno who is hong junyang! and peiqi shouted DAMN LOUD " he looks like JY if we dun see his hair. so block his hair away.." heeheex. u can see mr foo's face changed la,starting to direct the topic..and started laughing. sultan " HAHAX. We revealed all ur secrets!!" after that, our entropy lvl increase..become very disordered. (even when blogging,we must bring in some chem knowledge too.HAHAX) we ran to him n take his photos lar. sharon and the other guys still shouted OU XIANG. hahax. mr foo's damn shy lar. dunno what he doing, ran out of the chem lab with data booklet covering his face, and he was laughing i think. hahax. funny right. and.. that's not all. he told us not to snap his pictures already. so,we took photos of his handwriting. IT"S SO DAMN NICE & NEAT. i feel so ashame lar! he is using left hand to write! and it's damn nice. =_= i shld post the pic up nx time. be prepared to faint!cz it's too nice. vanessa, wake up lar. ur handwriting cannot beat his. HAHAX.JKJK! practise makes perfect! seehiang, haha! she recorded a video of mr foo teaching enthaply! anyone wans to listen, pls look for seehiang. he teach v gd ok. haha. and finally! when we were leaving, i end off by telling mr foo smth.. "Did you realise that ur shirt camouflage with the table colour?" =_= i think i will get a scolding or beating by other teachers if i tell them that lar. hahax.so qian da right. that's me wat. HOHOHO! yar. after that..went guitar! learn how to play lemon tree. HAHAX v cool lo.. i finally noe how to strum nicely. and haix. even now guitar got pract test. but nvm. dun care so much first. GPGPGP MORE IMPT. heex. after guitar,went cp with yq to buy some colour papers. she bought bubble tea lo..i wan to drink also! but ex leh.. HAHAX.. yar..today is the best day in ny lar. everything seems so smooth and fun. how i hope this can continue. which is TOTALLY impossible lar. haiyo. why must it be my chem teacher that is leaving. why not other teachers? but yar. still must wish mr foo all e best. dun miss us too much. =X we will rmb to laugh for a few minutes b4 doing the chem ques lar! =) 5.04.2008
seriously..i dun find JC life complicated at all! and therefore, i have got nth to post. hahax dun blame me.. and u noe what.. i think i m becoming more n more mugger. =_= but, other den studying, i really cant find any other things to do anymore! my jc life is = boring. hahax. unlike YJ SHARM YL. me n yq are the 2 pathetics ones.. HEEHEEX. it's ok.. we dun mind.. at least our lives are simple pure innocent. YEAH~~ omg. i m really scare! i have got so many things up this week. but i have done none of it. i got : NAPFA 2.4 ( that's hell for me..) CHEM SPA! MATHS LECTURE TEST PHY LECTURE TEST! stress man.. oh yar! i am very sad!! MY CHEM TEACHER IS LEAVING NY! he's not going to teach my class anymore lar. damn sad ok! he's the BEST chem teacher in the whole NY can! he's the COOLEST AMONG ALL LA. why must he leave..haiyo. just hope that my class can have another good chem teacher! plspls! i dun wan QUEEN! HEEHEEX. yuling.. i very sad.. can i hug u a not!! (EWWW!!) JOKING JOKING! just for laugh! hahax 4.13.2008
  L & Kira. =)) oh yeah. finally here to post. Death Note-- The Last Name! tonight at 8.15pm. omg.this is the best movie i have ever watch lar. true. it's great to see how they battle with their wits. yeah. i like death note. and yar. for the past 2 days.. i have been spending my time to watch death note2 dvd. but the subtitle sux. so i think i must watch again tonight. and the ending was so unexpected lar! damn nice can. aiyo. why do i only watch it now. so sad. but it's ok. i have the dvd for both episodes. hahax. and most imptly. the main characters damn cool n shuai ok! i like KIRA! so sad.he died in the end. =( he's so cool n cute!! i like L too lar. just got a shock when i saw his real self. hahax. so diff. a note to those who nv watch b4. it's really a great movie. if u guys want, i can lend u my dvd! must must watch! <3 DEATH NOTE. 4.06.2008
oh yeah.very long nv blog. hmm..cz i really got nth to blog lar. my jc is very plain. just studying everyday. unlike YJ SHARM YL! eh..no comments. hahahahhahax. their lives are v interesting leh. go visit their blog. hahhax. hmm.really nth much. i went to help out mrs yeo at serangoon on fri n sat. friday was very special. cz mrs yeo was sick, and yongjie took over her as teacher. hahahx. v funny right. of cz lar. i was there to help him out. (i m impt.) long time nv see him, he is still qian da as ever. but i was shock to see how serious he was when teaching the students. pi zhe yang pi de lang! the kids there are really irritating. eeeew. and i found out that i only noe how to do maths. i DUNNO how to teach! the students looked damn lost n confused. HAHAHAX. dun care. i did my part liao. hmm. i think i m going there on sat again. to help out as well as to earn some money. hohohoo. cz i wan to buy new mp3. yeah. working towards my target. ok. gtg. 3tests this wk. omg. CHEM! scare. 3.21.2008
eh.quite some time nv update liao. even YL UPDATED! omg.pls give her a clap. hahahax. erm. 4I BBQ WAS DAMN FUN LA. though it rained throughout.. but we were still very high! yeah.hahax. and we played lot's of lame games. the IDIOT game! hahax. JUEN AR~ reaction time not very fast.. =__= jkjk. she's cute lar. hehex and wanna know more,( in mocca tone..) pls visit sharm or yl blog. i quite lazy to post..hahax nanyang finally start sch proper. hahax. FINALLLLLLYYYY! but still very slack. not stress at all. my class is still ok lar. not very click with some of the ppl there. but ALL the girls are wonderful lar.. as for the guys...eeeww. hahahahax.jkjk. kk.cya. phy test on mon! omg~ 3.12.2008
hahax.long time no post. actually i got nth much to say lar. cz i have been staying at home slack! hahhahax. but i m v gd lo. i help to plan OG9 outing! i feel tat if no1 plans it during this march, i doubt we will meet again lar. make this outing the last outing we have. so we must cherish it. OG9 PPL! pls go ok! shld be sat at sentosa. time : abt 11am to night! hope everyone can attend. alright. ytd when out with sharm. and...i wore my stupid black shoe out. it's damn painful lar..now my legs have blisters. eeeewww~ yup.i asked sharm out for fun. hahahax. and i head to ps to buy my dye! not hair dye..is shoe dye. heeex. surprisingly! guess who i saw when i just alighted.. hahahx. i saw aloysius! tat's funny lar. like tat also will see him. He v kind lar. acc me to buy my dye.. unlike someone..when to date BOYFRIEND out..den pangseh me.. OPPSX.JKJK! and i must say.. the buttons are really exxx! i din noe it's so ex..and i bought 6!! =_= haix. it's ok. i have learn a lesson. hahhaax. after tat.keep talking with him lar. all those lame stuff. hahahx. i told him yuan lai NC got shuai ge lo. i only realise it now when i see the pathetic state of NY. HAHHAX. he lose his table tennis competition. =X and u noe wat. he alighted at serangoon station.. becz he wans to go back NY TO STUDY! i simply felt ashame of myself lar! =( i have been slacking... but all thks to him, i pull my socks up and study ytd night leh. hehehex. cannot lose to him sia. i alighted at sengkang and went home! yeah. aiyoyo. i really really miss my handphone leh. i wonder how they repair it.. took so long! i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss my phone vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv much suddenly. how can i take back my phone.. w910i,u are missed! come back to me quickly can! 3.08.2008
                
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orientation was finally over. i shld say, IT WAS FUN. and i must say tat my class 0813 has a great team spirit! esp the TUNNEL GAME! DAMN COOPERATIVE! DAMN FUN! WOOHOO~ we had great fun. water games..HAHAX. qixiong kanna the most lar! 1st station alady all wet. heex but i was kanna also.. i will always rmb tat tall guy in 0817! i dunno why he kept attacking me!! POUR A LOT OF WATER ON ME! SCARE ME! ARGH! heheexx.. i was ALL WET after the water games. cz i really play lo. unlike o1.i kept avoiding the water bombs. hohoho. and..the level camp was v fun also. the handshake,Pusher game,trust fall,public speaking. they made me try out a lot of things tat i have NEVER TRIED in my life. so this is a great and rare experience for me. i think i will rmb this for life lar. and i found out tat i still can be stretched. i have not reach my limit yet.. i still have some 'hidden power' inside me! and i wish i could take part in more activities to expose my power!~ HAHAX. alright. after the lvl camp right.. i really hate this que.. "WHY IS IT IMPT TO YOU!" hahax. and hor.. i am a coward lar. i hate myself for behaving like tat. I WANTED TO TAKE A RISK! (the instructor told us to complete the task) and i promised myself tat i would really do it if miracles happen lar.. you guess wat. miracles DO HAPPEN! BUT. i din cherish it lar.. wth. so i left silently..feeling tat i have wasted my 2days in lvl camp. cz i nv carry out my risk! haiyox. if miracles do happen again, will i take the risk again? i really wonder... haix.i regreted. oh yar. i must say. fate does happen in life too. HAHAHAX. eg: when going home.. inside my heart..i was thinking if i can see my shuai ge lao shi, and he really appear in front of me leh.. WAHHH~~ =)) BUT! of cz. tat's just an example. the person i saw wasnt him lar.. HAHAX. (i also wish to see him everyday too!hahax) 2.29.2008
YO.HAPPY LEAP YEAR! 29022008 it's a good day to rmb. hahax. 1st CT lesson in ny today. 0813. my ct class for 2 yrs. it's...a very international class. hahahax. oh. ytd i went Basic Flower Arrangement Lifeskill Course with crystalyn. it's a super fun course lar.. i dun understand why only 5ppl were there. hahax. and see my final product!! COOL RIGHT. hehex. i am talented. oh..ytd also went chomp chomp with whys. eh.. it's not filling lo. i am not full at all ytd. just tat i m shy to say out. =X but why the rest were full ar? is it i eat a lot? or are they eating less? HAHAX. tml i am going to teach in tuition center. hope i dun throw my face away. dunno how to do sec1..go bang the wall. hahax. yeah. i love my STRESS-LESS days in ny! NY ROX! My 1st DIY FLOWER! It's really nice right!!    SHARM! it's still alive. it is happily enjoying the sun. hahax. i love cactus.cz..it does not nid me to jiao shui. HAHAX. (does the cactus looks like rabbit?)   MY Bday PRESENTS. yeah.thkzthkz sharm.  my tiny cake. cool! it's v nice. 
2.24.2008
oh yeah.hp repaired. so i can continue to post my pics. HAHA. and to update a little bit.. i am going to work at mrs yeo tuition centre this coming sat. hmm..i am going to teach maths n eng.. mrs yeo was really brave to let me teach eng? HAHAX. i am only asst teacher lar.. the main teacher is still going to be mrs yeo.. i just help her up a wee~ bit. HAHAHAX yup. 18feb was my birthday. it was a terrible day. cz v sian..din do anything in sch nor at home. i just slack the whole day until sharm surprise me at night. HAHAX. yar..this yr is the only yr tat i din hear anyone sing birthday song to me. hmm..but i not v sad lar. hahahax. 19feb. posting result was out.. and i was posted to NY. nth surprising lar..it's all expected actually. yar.. den went for PRI 6 GATHERING! yeah. we went to watch movie-kungfu dunk. we were LATE FOR 15MINS i think.. so we missed the beginning. the jacky wu's part~ haix. yar..everyone was weird tat day lar.. and mrs yeo n jiaqi kept pulling me away.. asking me to go toilet with them for many many many times. =_= and i went with them lar.. hahax.so stupid. after tat,we decided to eat at cafe cartel. my first time there! the food was nice!! hahax. den crap crap crap. then. the 14 of them started singing BDAY SONG loudly at the restaurant lar. i so paiseh. but i was v happy,v touched lar.. jiaqi den pass me my bday present and a super big birthday card! HAHAX. THANKS A LOT TO THOSE TAT SHARED MY PRESENT. xie xie. esp mrs yeo. she shared my present and also treated me the meal. thank you! =) yar. it was indeed my unforgettable bday. thkz everyone! and yar. OORIENTATION2 was BORING! oppsx. really lar. it wasnt as high as o1.. those i was v quiet then.. hahax. this is one of the game we played.. (see the pic) eddie trying to take the cup. it's so far...can he do it???  EDDIE REACH!! hahax.YUP! he got hold of the cup eventually!  Some pics here. THIS J2. same birthday as me!!i took this pic secretly on 18feb when i was going home ALONE. rather sian when i saw she got so many presents while i have nth in my bags and nth on my hands.  BUT..miracles do happen! sharm appeared at my hse! and she gave me present!! (eh..shld presentS one..but smth happened..HAHA)  and she blamed me for having my bday on the 18th. =_= ..it's due to her carelessness...den..she lo_t the present.. oppsx. BUT i am still vvv touched!  here's the cake she drew for me. not bad right..if u dun mind..scroll down and see another one..  yar..my 2nd cake. eh..which is nicer? judge it urself.. but..are u curious who drew this cake for me?  see her big name here!HAHA  and she is trying to be lame AGAIN by drawing a strawberry tat look so much like an APPLE.  and yar.this is my rose from yinxue. it survived!! yeah!  this is a random pic. YULING. u are being LOVED.. see~~ btw..the guy pm wrote.. "knowing tat she is fine..is good enough.." WAH.romantic ar~ 
2.23.2008
AH.i m in love with this song. by Lai Ming Wei - the cham of xing guan da dao 2 the lyrics are really really nice. i wan to delicate this song to my ah ma too. the lyrics wrote out wat i wan to say to her. =) anyone who has this song - ah ma de hua, pls send me ok? thkz 萧煌奇 - 阿嬷的话 在细汉的时阵阮阿嬷对我尚好 甲尚好的东西拢会留乎我 伊嘛定定带我去幼稚园看人在七桃 看人在办公伙儿 看人在觅相找 伊定定跟阮说 叫阮着要好好仔读册 呒通大汉像恁老爸仔彼呢啊狼狈ㄛ 在彼个时阵 阮拢听拢呒 阿嬷 你到底是在讲什么 大汉了后 才知影阿嬷的话 我会甲永远永远放块心肝底 想到一步一步的过去 定定拢会乎人真难忘 时间一分一秒块过去 在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊 阿嬷你今嘛在叨位 阮在叫你你甘有听到 阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到 阮在叫你你知影没 阿嬷你今嘛过的好么 甘有人块甲你照顾 希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼 作你永远的孙仔 搁叫你一声阿嬷 2.18.2008
LAST DAY PAE.MY 17BIRHTDAY. SHARM ROXXX!     
2.17.2008
WAH!tml shld be my happiest day in 2008. BUT how cum i dun feel any happiness? ???????? so sad. last day of pae. last day with my NC FRENS, MY OG-MATES MY SEMINAR FRENS. aiyoyoo. i simply hate seperation. stupid sch. stupid system. =( ah. sooo irritating. i will definitely MISS EVERYONE. 2.14.2008
yup. went to pri sch gathering at mrs yeo hse on CNY 4thday! (my chinese bday!)it's fun lar. had so much laugh.. esp the guys. are as "humourous" as b4? and..so many of us came. so touched. many 'long-lost' fren were present too. see the effect of HONGBAO? hahax. yar. my CNY was boring. and it's somehow weird without my ah ma present. feels so un-united. all my uncles aunties dun go to my ah ma hse anymore. unlike past yrs, we went there n chit chat, play , watch tv.. we had a lot of fun. but now.. it's not happening anymore. haix. i think i have to just get use to it. =( and..my days in NY are ending soon.. HAHA. i dunno if i m going to appeal to AJ. all thanks to my idiot tuition teacher. keep asking my dad n mum to persuade me to go AJ. keep speaking ill of NY. HAHA. so i m still considering now. i cant get to a conclusion. sian. yeah. today is v day. it's normal sch day for me lar. nth special. i got a rose from yinxue! wah.so touched. =) and many many choco from many frens! hahax. and yar. nx wk mon is the last day. and it's my bday.. i dunno whether i shld b happy or sad? i really dun wish to be separated with my FRIENDS! ah. tat's so sad lar. haix. tat's the most "special" bday. which i dun wish to experience it. quite scare lar.. my NC frens and my OG mates. they are so gd to me! =(( ok. tat's all. sian.  The HAPPY FAMILY!  the most embarrassing photo i have ever took.  HI!  Chongsian YongJie WeiJie JiaJie  POTLUCK  GAMBLE!  This is SUPER candid.  STOP SNEEZING JJ!  King of GAMBLE 2.06.2008
yeah.some random pics.eh.last sat, went to sharm hse to give her a "surprise". but yar, she claimed she was clever tat she exposed our plan. it's actually not lo. i think is we too stupid. ok fine. just now went back to NCHS. hahax. quite a number of ex-sec4s went back. but a few 4I ppl went back. sad lar. no matter wat. i still enjoyed the concert lar. heex. =) i love my new blogskin.        
1.28.2008
YUP.decided. NY-1st MJ-2nd AJ-3rd TJ-4th. hahax. i bo liao.put so many. shld have put the first 2 can liao. hahax.nvm. oh yes! i finally bought my NEW sports shoe! HURRAY!. vv happy. my bro gave me $50 ytd. (though it's not enough for the shoe..) but i m still happy! YEAH. so cool lar. NIKE SHOE. i love it. bought it at queensway. if u all want to buy shoe,pls go there.. THERE ARE A LOT OF CHOICES! really! so much more den sportslink. hahax. the price there also reasonable. though still 3digits..but there are discountS. and u can BARGAIN! hahax. my shoe cost $127 initially. but got 30% discount. so it's $89. and i bargained until $85. not bad liao lar. though it's still ex... but it's so much cheaper compared to Royal Sporting House. HAHAX.  This is a lame pic. HAHAX. my bro's cap.  this is the box. unboxing is SO fun.  TA-DANG! it shld be pink not red..HAHA  quite cool right. i love it lar!  and wat's more...it has got AIR. wah.not bad ar..quite cheap right. 1.27.2008
YO.THIS IS MY OG OUTING. hahax. it's fun lar. we meet 1.30 in NYJC. den play pokemon poker cards, uno.. wanted to borrow the tennis court. but it was fully booked i think. so we STONE in the canteen while waiting for OGL. after tat, we went to play BASKETBALL. -_-" yar. it's fun lar..so funny. some1 in my og cant AIM AT ALL. HAHAHAX. aim 10 times,10times out. yup. den went to watch YinXue sing!! MY GOD! She's THE ONE lar. really. she sang the nicest among all. YEAH~ after watching her great performance, we went to junction8 to have our dinner. and we went to the open-air area to chat. eh..shld say..CRAP. and..den went to MAC and chatted. finally we leave junction8 at 11pm! HAHAX. it's late right. hoho. here's the picture. (i feel so..out..HAHA.i shld stand nearer to them.) OG9!OG9!PON AR!   YOU ROX. 1.25.2008
 WE ROX.  Pls call YL 007 from today onwards.  haix..my TJ is gone.(jkjk)
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got back my results. it's VERY unexpected. i think everyone have tat feeling lar. my cousin said i v lucky. this yr standard v low.. so must be careful if go jc.. cz a lot of us will sure retain! sounds so scary right. but tat's really VV TRUE RIGHT. haix. ok. i must not b greedy. so i wan to say I AM SATISFIED WITH MY RESULTS. and i am vvv happy..i got B4 for eng!!! (though a lot get 3 n above..) BUT I M STILL HAPPY. =) yeah. wat i m glad is.. my family are proud of me lar. SO SHIOK. hahax. my parents keep smiling!! looking at my result slip. but..they are more proud of YULING. -______- HAHAX. my mum keep saying WOW WOW WOW. SO CLEVER! straight As leh. tat's DAMN COOL. hahax. YL CONGRATS LAR. 007. heex. oh yar. i am also vv happy. cz my bro is going to buy me a new sports shoe for JC. can u all believe a not.. The World most Stingy man is going to buy me a new shoe. i cant believe my ears too. hahax. he said i help him earn face in front of his frenz. hahax.lame. oh yes. this is the first time i m so satisfied with my performance... except for PHYSICS. when geting my results.. ms oh said..' Quite well done for the subs..but phy is VERY disappointing lar. WHAT HAPPEN!!" i got a shock lar. so sad. i shld have get dist. A1 de.. den dropped so much. if not i get 8pts. HAHAX. Destruction is always compensated by Construction. (i learn from GEOG!) so.. Bad results for phy can also be compensated by TaiKo Bio. HAHAHAX. i v kan de kai right.. haha.tat's my life! =) oh.den my trouble comes.. i wan to go TJ!! because of 1 reason. 1 v IMPT REASON. HAHAX. dun tell u all. =X. i told my parents abt it.. all got a shock..den immediately object. -__- they say i sure regret lar. so far..2hrs journey! and they say i love to slp.. even go NY also must wake up so early.. so..my dream of going TJ is GONE. HAIXXX. so.now i m stuck with AJ MJ NY. my bro says.."AJ? MY GOD. u think u v clever ar..!" >.< i so depressed. and demoralized by him. and..i m left with MJ N NY. this 2 choices ar.. so DIFF to choose lar. i like NY more. BUT MJ nearer to my hse.. den my parents kept asking me to go MJMJMJMJMJ. they say ny not gd. -_- so bad right. haix. i dunno leh.. still thinking now. see first lar.. i cant make any decision now. HAHAX. ok. i want to apologize to pow poh yih. cz i din buy him 300meatballs! i feel sooooooooo bad abt it. but..yl n sharm owe me 150 each leh.. pls help me to return tat to pohyih.. HAHAX so..not my prob anymore.. HAHAX. k.bye.(quickly run!) 1.23.2008
Woosh.tml is the big day ar. i really really really v NERVOUS. i somehow have a v bad feeling... ok.nvm.dun talk abt tat and spoil my mood. SEE THE PICS! yeah. it's nadine,crystalyn,wanqin n me at The Drum. we have to wait for geog lesson..3hrs break! and tat's what we do..haha.  WanQin is squeezing my face lar!  We look a like right..HAHAX.wanqin tou pai us lo. HAHAX  We are PROUD of NYJC!  nadine.  we r sleeping tgt. Oh my~  oh..i like my hair this way.  NICE RIGHT! WanQin + Crystalyn! (cz i m the one who took the pic! yeah)
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tml is the big day ar. i really really really v NERVOUS. i somehow have a v bad feeling... ok.nvm.dun talk abt tat and spoil my mood. SEE THE PICS! yeah. it's nadine,crystalyn,wanqin n me at The Drum. we have to wait for geog lesson..3hrs break! and tat's what we do..haha. WanQin is squeezing my face lar! We look a like right..HAHAX.wanqin tou pai us lo. HAHAX We are PROUD of NYJC! nadine. we r sleeping tgt. Oh my~ oh..i like my hair this way. NICE RIGHT! WanQin + Crystalyn! 1.18.2008
Wonder how N.Y.J.C actually looks?hehexx. here's a glimpse of it! i have taken it cz i scare nx time i dun have any more chance..  Movie Screening - The Day After Tomorrow! V NICE!  Here's where we often slack~!  Neat?  Parade Square  I M HARDWORKING! just kidding. =x  pls turn ur head 90degrees left. 3rd lvl!  Track + Field  NIGHTMARE! 2.4km.  The Atrium. COOL STAIRS.  eh.this is outside the bookshop..So..where's the bookshop?  u can do ur hw here if u like fresh air. 1.14.2008
OH NO.I DUN WAN TO GO BACK TO NAN CHIAU! I DUN WAN TO TAKE BACK MY RESULTS! MY GOD.. IT'S JUST NEXT WEEK! PLS.LET ME PASS ENG!!! ENGLISH....~~ MY NIGHTMARE! 1.13.2008
 see! NC HALL! but it's empty. feel so..lonely?  It's SO GREEN!  our mission? or motto?  i dunno!! HAHA  CANTEEN! the food are as lousy as ny. (except for LOCAL NOODLE!) OPPSX.  LOOK! sharm + yl  NCNC ALL e WAY! let's go back to nc everyday..  ice-tea.  This is how sharm TOU PAI us.  YEAH! WE FINALLY CAN WEAR RED! tat's szeyee btw..hahax.  my cousins playing comp!  Delicious food for us!  Burning-in-process. hope my ah ma can receive all the MONEY!! =)  Szeyee's dad(in centre) & my dad(at the corner) heex.  Thanks Bangla for helping us to wash our MUDDY shoes!  LONG QUE! 1.12.2008
yo.i've updated my blog ok. unlike many many many many many ppl. guys! pls update ur blog! if not i got nth to see.. den i will be so bored. hmm. life for me was fine until now.. just tat i still did not open myself up as much as in NC. i was v crazy and noisy in NC lar. i guessed ppl who know me well will agree with me right! hahax. just that i dont have vvv gd frens in NY. so i just din talk. ( i wan to clarify..i am NOT anti-social! ) hahax. ok. have been enjoying my 'after-sch' life last wk. Mon- i meet up with yl n sharm to go paragon to GET MY PAY! yeah. tue- go back NC for NOTHING.HAHA wed-go back to find my cousin for my PRECIOUS TBs! thurs-go CP with my mum! =) fri-go back band with many many ppl.. (tat's the most popular day lar..almost every1 go back.heex.) luckily i went back on fri.. if not i will miss out all the fun. HAHAX. we stayed in band store and chat. we were lame lar.. sharing our cheers. MJ VS NYJC. of cz..we won lar.. cz MJ only got yue'an. yeah. talked abt our schs.. and after chatting.. we went into HOD room and find teachers. hahax. tat's cool lo. i nv go in and talk v loudly b4! heeex. after tat..ex-sec4 band members went back to play 7th Night. eh..it sounds..horrible. HAHAX. but the spirit was like SYF la. and yar..i really cant play my horn as well as b4 alady. ah..stamina dropped..A LOT! sianx... nvm. not going to join band anymore. yar.. and the finale... we danced NY mass dance in band room. wahseh..tat's lame right. it's tiring lar. 2 songs in 1 go. but it's fun lar. nx time must find more ppl to dance.. must ask MJians to teach me their dance.. it's cool leh. i wanna learn..hahax. and we had dinner at CP mac.(including mr lum) we super lame lar.. come up with LOTS of LAME jokes. really really lame tat kind. hahax. wah.tat's the most FUN DAY during tat week lar. hee. see, BAND IS NV BORING! BAND IS COOL! =) yeah. i still have lots of tutorial haven do yet. -_-' some dunno how to do lar.. dunno wat they asking..hahax. alright. i shall upload my pic nx time. i LOVE NC & NY! <3 1.08.2008
AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. LOOK AT THIS. hahax. so true right!! ok. i am just being boliao here. ok.cya. hee 1.05.2008
YO.long time no see.Orientation was FUN. N////Y////J////C here's the pic we took at sentosa. OG 9 ROX.POSEIDON! can u believe it... DISCO PARTY @ NY! it's kind of new and fresh for me. nv attended such party. yar. NC...is too conservative. (did i spell it right..hahax.nvm) eeek. hahax. oh btw,everything was fun. i must admit lar.. the mass dance was really nice when the whole sch dance tgt. (eh..but some part of the dance was..HAHA) JC life is going to be fun i think. take a look at the pics lar. i lazy to type anymore. NYJC ROX!  Alamak! poor dewei(OGL) being stepped by jinjia.  This is Sentosa.    THE GIRLS  THE GUYS   DISCO PARTY @ NY!!  DAMN COOL!  eh..this is my back..HAHAX.. 12.25.2007
Yo.long time no see. today is Christmas! hahax. and today is my OFF DAY! cool. so i m here to post some pics. - VIPs TOILET - Chuang Ye Wu Di Shou 4 @ Heeren - My Cousin - Paragon hahax. actually i have LOTSSSSS of christmas pic. but the files are soo big..so i m lazy to post it here. heex. alright. enjoy!                            
12.05.2007
oh yes.i have found a job! thkz to nadine. she intro me the job.. and i intro the job to my cousin.. nadine also intro this job to yl n yq.. it's great to have familiar ppl working tgt with you. oh. i work as a gift wrapper at paragon. feel free to find me anytime. cz i am bored to death there. sit there 8hrs for nth..cz no ppl want to let me wrap their present.. so i shld say... i get paid for doing nth..but chatting with my cousin and frenz! it's so simple. and i still get high pay.. COOL RIGHT?!?! i can sit and shake my legs, go toilet, go lunch , go walk walk ANYTIME! hahahax. so i L O V E my job vvvv much.. except tat i got nth to do there which makes me v bored. so guys..call me and entertain me or drop by paragon and spend a min of $150, so i can help u all wrap present..HAHAX alright. i shall go band later to sell my blazer away.. (earn more $$) it's been so long since i have stepped into band room. i wonder how band is now.. shall go and take a look later.. alright. i am going to enjoy myself to day.. cz it's my OFF DAY! hahax. cya! 11.22.2007
    This is my big family. we nid 4 pictures to show everyone! Time was up. and i have lost my most most most beloved grandma. she's excellent. she's marvelous. she's the best. this few days were terrible for everyone. esp the day she went. well. i just can say my ah ma has probably "planned" every thing. the day she went.. was the only day when ALL her children and her grandchildren came to visit her. even her 'just 1mth' kana sun'(in hokkien-which means grandchild's child) cz not 1mth yet,she cannot visit my grandma. and sat was the 1mth celebration..and sun was the day my grandma left us. i dunno how to explain. every thing just seems to be planned. i rmb 2weeks b4 olvl. i went to visit her.. i told her tat i m going to take olvl,so i will be rather bz. and cant visit her v often. she's already vvv weak then. doctor predicted her to leave abt 3wks later. but somehow, she wanted me to complete my olvl successfully first,so she held on to the last moment. and my cousin taking Alvl too. it's sounds strange, but it really happened. ah ma really cared for her children,her grandchildren. she's a great mother. my auntie told her just b4 she went, "ah bu,i still want to be ur daughter next life,u want?" my ah ma nodded. it's strange. cz at the vv last moment,she cannot hear anything already and she's vvvvvvvvvvvvv weak. but she still can sense our love and nodded. den she dropped her last tear and went. dramatic? quite.. but it happened. but, she went vv peacefully. tat's the good thing. she passed away beautifully. she just look like she is slping. but she will nv be woken up. i really miss her. really. last time, every saturday, i will go to ah ma's hse and visit her. she will take care of me.. and cook the things i like to eat. and her cooking skills were BRAVO. her curry,her noodles,her soup,her dumplings, her everything. ah ma, i would also like to be ur grand-daughter next life. are you willing too? i will miss you. Time was up. and i have lost my most most most beloved grandma. she's excellent. she's marvelous. she's the best. this few days were terrible for everyone. esp the day she went. well. i just can say my ah ma has probably "planned" every thing. the day she went.. was the only day when ALL her children and her grandchildren came to visit her. even her 'just 1mth' kana sun'(in hokkien-which means grandchild's child) cz not 1mth yet,she cannot visit my grandma. and sat was the 1mth celebration..and sun was the day my grandma left us. i dunno how to explain. every thing just seems to be planned. i rmb 2weeks b4 olvl. i went to visit her.. i told her tat i m going to take olvl,so i will be rather bz. and cant visit her v often. she's already vvv weak then. doctor predicted her to leave abt 3wks later. but somehow, she wanted me to complete my olvl successfully first,so she held on to the last moment. and my cousin taking Alvl too. it's sounds strange, but it really happened. ah ma really cared for her children,her grandchildren. she's a great mother. my auntie told her just b4 she went, "ah bu,i still want to be ur daughter next life,u want?" my ah ma nodded. it's strange. cz at the vv last moment,she cannot hear anything already and she's vvvvvvvvvvvvv weak. but she still can sense our love and nodded. den she dropped her last tear and went. dramatic? quite.. but it happened. but, she went vv peacefully. tat's the good thing. she passed away beautifully. she just look like she is slping. but she will nv be woken up. i really miss her. really. last time, every saturday, i will go to ah ma's hse and visit her. she will take care of me.. and cook the things i like to eat. and her cooking skills were BRAVO. her curry,her noodles,her soup,her dumplings, her everything. ah ma, i would also like to be ur grand-daughter next life. are you willing too? i will miss you. 11.18.2007
yeah man.ppl said my previous post was cool,long and funny. so now,i am going to continue my story.. at night. the girls went to bath at the public toilet, while the "gentleman" at chalet and helping to clean up 'my house'. after bathing, i think it's abt 9.30.. so i watched tian tang niao. hahax. at 10pm. we started our game of TRUE OR DARE! hahax. many many many secrets were exposed. and our going-to-be couple had made their confession. (wo xi huan ni...wo ye xi huan ni..) if wanna know more,go youtube find.. (HEY,JOKING LAR!dun really go find..hahax) then, we dare jessie to kiss winnie's hand, hengyue to call nadine and say 'i love u', yuling to call chuxuan and say 'ni heng mei..i love ur show!', crystalyn to call Terrence(i wonder if i spelled him name correctly..) and chat for 3mins? me..took 10 ugly photos, xianyong pulled junting ears, QQ and sherli confession, and... QIXIONG AND YINTAK KISSED. omg. tat was horrible and disgusting! but well..we love to see this kind of things. HAHAX. after true or dare, we proceeded to MURDERER. the press hand 1.. hahax. i did not play tat version b4. so i was kinda lost. and we play play play.. nadine called. and yy and me went to fetch her. when she came, she was so sad. as she know tat junting has fall for another gal..(OPPSX.i better don say who.i will just describe..FEI FEI.) nadine was super duper sad. but, she was comforted by hengyue's call. she was happy tat there's still ppl who likes her.. HAHAX. (crazy right? smth wrong with her.) yup. den,we started our SUPPER BBQ! our da chu qixiong was responsible of the food again. eh. this time,we met some prob. cz..charcoal ran out! arh. how?how?how? at this time, a naked boy ran past.. and he looked familiar.. he was yuling best frenz... WHO? XIAODONG! he ran to our chalet.. and ask if we wanna buy their charcoal for 4.50. NO BARGAINING! NO DISCOUNT! if not he will sell to 4F. -___- we were kinda "sian" "$4.50 for charcoal?u might rather kill us.." tat's what we reacted. but when he walked away.. "OKOK lar..$4.50 jiu 4.50...can give us free syrup?" hahax. and yar..we fall into xd trap to buy tat LOUSY charcoal. -________- kanna CHEATED! qixiong re-started the fire until he cry.. cz too much smoke.. den hengyue took over.. luckly,they succeeded. clap hand..PIAPIAPIA. after supper... quite a number of us were tired.. so went to bed. i was tired. but..I NEVER SLP. i choose the 2nd batch to slp. means from 4am-6am. the first batch was 2-4 i think. so,the 2nd batch ppl sat in a circle. we THOUGHT we have a lot to say.. to fill our time from 2-6... but.. hahax. we have ran out of gossips too! can u believe it? NO MORE GOSSIPS. i was kinda shocked. cz we were the most auntie,3-8(in chinese) ppl in 4I. and we ran out of gossips. -_- so we just anyhow chat. and we LENG CHANG for millions of times. we talked abt girls boys BGR dogs siblings ghost story lame joke magic.. SO MANY THINGS. but we still leng chang. >.< and this lasted for 4hrs. can u believe it.. hahax at the meantime, sharm took videos.. qixiong kept taking yintak's pic. saying tat yintak's face look distorted. we dun believe at first.. but when qixiong passed his phone round the circle, all of us agreed. DISTORTED FACE~ hahax. at that time, everyone was every tired. so dunno who started saying tat we are playing Survival. see who can survive throughout the night.. and..congratulation! everyone passed! except for hweefang,xianyong. HAHAX. they slp throughout the night in the air-con room. heex. yup. tat's abt it. we went to mac for breakfast and the guys went home. and..WE RUSHED TO PAE TALK! wat a wonderful talk.. 15mins. and we rushed like crazy to attend it. -_- alright~ THKZ MS LOW!?!?!?! but. we had our outing in the afternoon. so tat everyone can catch a short nap first and have a gd bath. we went to novena. Square2. dunno which shopping mall. yup. THKZ JIAHAO! for the free games. hahax. we played for abt 2hrs? den we walked around the shopping mall. to waste our time.cz not dinner time yet. we discussed for so long. dunno where to eat... eh. finally decided to eat at pasta mania at PS.(sry if i spelled wrongly.) however.. went we reached there.. wah. exploded. hahax. btw forget to say..jieying,tracy and chuxuan joined us. and.. so we proceed to pizza hut. and the person in charge says we have to wait for half an hour.. so we went to shop first. hahax. we went to carrefour. immediately we went in, we were attracted by the hp. "shake shake" W910. hahax. then.. wat happened?(i also cant really rmb..oppsx) oh yar. jiahao took the Cow? or Horse? and hugged. he says SO CUTE!(den buy for sherli lar..oppsx) then qixiong walked towards him, and bully the soft toy. let it split. -_- while terrence and junting were discussing abt bicycle at the bicycle section. junting even cycle around the place.. -___- and..we lame here lame there.. oh..30mins up! so we went back to pizza hut. and..wanna know wat happen? pls look forward to 4I chalet-Part 3. HAHAX. i going to watch doreamon now! cya. 11.17.2007
Alright!came back from 4I chalet and outing. IT ROCKS! HAHA i believed everyone had fun. ok. i shall begin my story here. first..we meet at 27bus stop and headed to giant. yl sharm and me were guessing.. "will 4I boys volunteer themselves and help the gals to carry stuff.." well, nth surprising..none of them volunteered. HAHAHAHAHAHAX so i think yeqi ask them to help us take..den they take.. hahax. ok.. den we went to gaint. i was the one responsible of pushing the trolley(with all bags..not food!) it was so fun pushing lar. den yl they all went to look for the bbq stuff. after tat,i went to drink the FREE water. so i left the trolley..thinking tat everyone will help to look after it.. BUT when i went back.. AH! trolley disappeared! arh! everyone was scolding me.. however..i found qixiong missing among the crowd. erpsx. they pushed the trolley just to prank me. -___- lame right. hahax. after tat..we really got serious..and look for the food and other stuffs. so..abt 1h.. our tasks were completed. tat's too early. >.< so we slack slack slack.. then,the 3 boys...qixiong jiahao hengyue jian dao shi tou bu. the one who lose will join yuling yeqi and yunjie to go to downtown(in yj mum's car) alright. the suay boy was...HORSE! hahax. so he no choice..got to carry all the food for the girls.. and i named him " Ah Mak" ( maid's name ) hahax. then,the rest of us walked to the 89 bus stop.. and crossed the MOST DANGEROUS ROAD. tat's scary man. qixiong was the first to cross.. den he waited for abt 5 or 10mins b4 all of us reached the bus stop. yup. after tat went for lunch at food court. nth much happened there. so i shall not elaborate. hahax. Oh yes.. finally checked in. as i was the one opening the door.. i told them the chalet was ONE OF MY houses.. hahax. and..they all acted with me for 2days.. HAHAX. the chalet was 2storey. though the toilet sux, we still had much fun. HAHAX. first, we began playing twister (winnie brought it..) and i was the lucky no1, got TIO by "open number.." "zhong 4D also not so zun.." alright. started playing.. and den, when qixiong joined in.. he lost his balance and he fall.. wat's funny is... he pushed the 1 beside him.. and the 1 beside him,pushed the 1 beside the 1.. and this continues.. EVERYONE FELL. -___- everyone laughed lar..(qixiong laughed the loudest,claiming tat he won the game.-_-). joke of the day. hahax. then.. play play play.. YL,being the "fat-est" among all...gave up immediately! -_- hahax. after twister, some play poker, some watch tv, some went to the room and play. while..i did the 3things. PRO right. hahax yar. i think i am the suay-est person tat day. cz i play poker with the boys.. i NEVER win at all. -_-" kanna laughed by them. alright~~ hahax. yup,after playing..at abt..5pm.. yeqi n qixiong n some of the boys start fire for bbq. we thought.. it would take 1h? but..it turned out to be onli 10mins. so we started bbq-ing at 5.10.. SO EARLY! hahax our CHEF-KHOR QI XIONG. he damn pro lar. bbq ALONE FOR THE DAY. AND EVEN SUPPER! he did it alone! everyone..pls clap for him.. *pia pia pia* yup. the girls watched yulebaifenbai and paobananren tgt. the orange juice went out of stock super fast.. so i went to refill it. btw. wanna thk yuling yeqi yunjie they all for making the water bombSS! T H A N K Y O U SO MUCH! if dun have water bombs..i think our chalet will be more LENG! hahax. yar..after bbq-ing. yuling yeqi sharm yunjie hengyue QQ had pillow fight while i m resting. HAHAX wahseh. they really smack each other.. (a lot of dusts!) hahax. then..we went to paris ris park to find the other group. and.. my group..( all v haolian ppl...HAHAHAX) ask for a game of captain's ball. the group tat lose will has to be smack by abt 30 water Bombs.. our group said " wo men pa ni meh? u all prepare to be smack lar..!" and guess wat.. we lost. -_- hahax. crystalyn was pro and violent too..OPPSX when the ball was in her hands..i doubt we could score anymore.. HAHAX. and..hengyue was a joker.. kept acting as a runner while playing. hweefang was pro too. caught 4balls. so.. our score is 4 - 5. my team lost. HAHAX. when we noe tat..we immediately ran away.. at HIGH SPEED~ reached our chalet.. water bomb game started. the team tat lost must stand in a straight line.. so everyone held each other tightly and get ready.. wahseh. i suay again.. 1st bomb smack me.. and.. the water was icy cold!(cz put in freezer!) i got a shock lo! hahax. then..smack smack smack.. they ran out of water bombs.. NOW...OUR TURN!! so 2teams kept throwing and smacking.. hahax. the climax is.. yq,yl,sharm,me..took our secret weapon. FLOUR! we pour in on ppl's head.. hahax. and..the JIAN JUNTING..use his hands to rub the flour on yl and my face! STUPID HIM! later got pimple...HE DIEEEE!!! slap him lar.. hahax yar.. so we were all wet!! den started pouring water.. HAHAX ALL WET! we become dough lo. if there's oven, we will become bread. flour + water ----> bread! after playing, for abt 15mins.. we cleaned up the whole place for abt 45mins.. HAHAX funny right.. cleaning takes longer time den playing.. BUT! everyone involved said.. "IT'S WORTH IT! WE LOVE IT!" hahax. (i shall stop here first..i going out..i tonight den post wat we happen AT NIGHT!) MUST CONTINUE READING! =) 11.09.2007
I'm back!hahax. time flies right. cant believe i have "completed" OLEVEL!!(except pp1) haha time just flies.. i can still rmb every teacherS,esp MDM CHOW, kept stressing us with homeworks,exams.. "do ur know u are left with only a few months to olvl?" "dun believe? go minus off all the weekends,sch holidays,public holidays,exams.. u are only left with how many more months?" HAHAX. i doubt i will hear tat from mdm chow again? yup. i wan to thank myself for working so hard for olvl. days without tv,without computer,without AFTERNOON NAP! tat's terrible oK! well. i have "conquered" everything. though i might not get the result i want, but..i think i have already done my best. i'm not going to pray for myself to score great marks.. BUT.. i will.. pray that the other schools students will do v badly.. OPPSXX! just kidding. i know i have not done well or i shld put it.. i have not give in my 100% when i was doing the papers. dunno why? now i felt tat i did much better during prelims and i have more confidence then.. (though i did not study much during prelims.LOL!) i am just not confident with myself. i doubt i can "win" those ppl in top schools.. when UCLES BOARD compares..i think...they will just throw my script away. HAHA~! eh. i am not very ambitious. i am not aiming for below 10 or all As.. i will be glad if i can just maintain my prelims standard.. however,my aim seems so far from me now. 13 is not easy to achieve NOW!! AHH! and.. my mum and my dad kept on telling me.. "GO POLY~GO POLY~GO NANYANG POLY~!" hahax. can imagine tat? "normal" parents would at least aim for their child to go NYJC. but my parents want me to go poly. I understand lar.. from how my brother study in poly,so relax and still can score well.. and from how i study for olvl..(like crazy?!?) they dun wan to stress me anymore.. (eh..i dun think they have stress me before..) hmm. i dunno. if i fail eng..i go poly.. if i pass eng,i go JC. tat's my conclusion. HAHAX i am getting very excited. CHALETSSS!! i have been waiting and waiting.. finally. nx wk - 4I chalet! nx nx wk - 2E chalet! hahax. i am quite worried for 2E chalet. 30ppl studying over in a small room. all cramp and crowd tgt.. HOW AM I GOING TO SLP PEACEFULLY? hahax. well. let's see.. hee 10.11.2007
wow.long time no see. exams are getting me crazy. hahax. lucky,there's a force pushing me to work hard.. which is.. prom night. =P everyone must go ok? hahax. olvl phy prac sux. chem still ok~ bio...i think it's going to be a tough one. hmm. alright. nth to say. MUST LISTEN TO FIR NEW SONG. IT'S SOO NICE. THEY ARE WHAT I CALL " SHI LI PAI!" EVERY ALBUM IS SOO NICE. WOOSH. PLEASE LISTEN. 9.20.2007
Time is running out.RUNNING OUT!!!!!!!!! u think i am talking and saying about olvl? does it matter to me?? frankly speaking, olevel is nothing to me now. what i want now is to pray hard for my ah ma. doctorS are saying that she is already at her finishing line, she is going to end her 77years of journey really soon. my parents are really depressed. this is the first time i see my dad getting worried. he has never appear sad in front of me. this is the first time. my mum has been going to my ah ma hse and hospital recently. leaving me at home alone. my mum is doing her best to accompany her. me? i really dunno what to do. i cant appear sad in front of dad n mum. they are v gloomy too. i got to hide in my blanket and cry sometimes. i really cannot imagine days without my ah ma. i really dunno what will happen to my saturdays where i used to visit her. i really had a lot of gd memories in my ah ma hse with my ah ma and cousins. though we have grown up, we still love going there and chit chat. what if my ah ma is not there anymore? will we still go there every saturday? hahax. my dad say No. she's now in the hospital. days are running out. i am scared. really scared. heaven is being so unfair to me. why do i need to face such situation? with olvl on the left and death on the right? i cant focus on work. ah ma is much more impt for me. i am so worried. she says she will leave us this month. she will not survive till next month. she is feeling terrible now. now till the end of the month is only about 20days. I WANT TO BUY MORE TIME! i wan my ah ma by my side. she cannot leave us. nonono. looking at the photos we took.. she was so healthy and happy then. now, she's like a living skeleton. very skinny. i hope to give her happiness before she leaves. but how? any practical suggestions? if i suddenly absent from school, that will be the day. BE STRONG. I <3 YOU 9.13.2007
I am really feel very down now.the fire at blk 683 really gave me a shock. it's scary man. the whole shop was burnt. wat's more, 2 siblings were burnt to death alive. CAN YOU GUYS IMAGINE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! i can..that's why i am truly depressed. see, life is really precious. u never have expected u will meet a fire and burnt to death. probably this incident happened near my house, therefore, it really surprised me. i am feeling very very very low now. therefore, i wanna and gonna look down on those people who always say that their life was boring,they got no1 accompany them and they have the thought of committing suicide! look here.. I LOOK DOWN ON ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE THE THOUGHT. EVEN FOR JUST HAVING THE THOUGHT FOR A SECOND. SHAME ON YOU!! life is so precious and yet some people wanted to end it. i really hope there can be a donation of "life" in this world. those idiotic,foolish people can donate their life to someone in the world who cherish it. that will be wonderful isn' it? this incident really woke me up from my sleep. i have realised that life is full of surprises. it may be good or bad. so, i am going to live my life without any regrets. i am going to do my best for everything. i hope you guys could do and feel the same as i am. let's pray for the victims. 9.01.2007
yo.long time no see.hahax. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! hahax. i had a great time ytd with my old frenz. it's indeed fun lar. yup. we went to mrs yeo hse. hahax. omg! she just gave birth to her 2nd child! SOO CUTE! we so lucky..got e chance to see her baby. heex. darren is SOOOO CUTE TOO! his face is totally e same as mrs yeo's face. he's so clever.. can answer every que tat hweeyon ask. WOOHOO~ yup. yanyin,jiaqi,rachel,yenling,delcine,sczewe,yenteng,jiajie,yongjie,jingkang, hweeyon,weikang,weekiat,vincent,shiming,honghui,chongsian.. that's abt all.. so many ppl right. hahax. we got a shock again. yongjie grew taller again. wah.tat's a great scene man. he is taller den me by 30cm. he is 191 OK~ (*()@%&^%$!*^$_@ hweeyon was irritating lar.. "bully" darren. but..it's soooo funny. yup. it's been so long i have seen rachel. she's pretty. jiaqi is still e same. as for yanyin...i see her in sch everyday lar.. hmm.we chatted for 4h? from 3+ to 7+ . hope we din disturb mrs yeo from resting. cz she just gave birth 2weeks ago. HAHAX so cool right. i love my pri sch mates! P5 & 6 - 9 ROX! finally it's holiday now.. but, it's not meant for us to play or relax.. gotta revise for prelim. i really dunno how i will react when i get back my papers. cz i have really done badly badly badly. haix. it's ok. anyway i dunno where i m heading to.. JC OR POLY? no idea at ALL! hmm.alright. i shall not crap here anymore. see ya. good luck to everyone! 6.29.2007
 INCREDIBLE! HELLO KITTY SANITARY PAD!  SEE!  INSTANT NOODLE! see the ingredients.. all hello kitty face.  SHINY SHINY! i like it!!  this look small..  I HAVE 12 OF THIS! THANK YOU ARTHUR.  Roll-up piano!  I wan this for my wedding. haha.   THIS IS SOO COOL  H.K ELECTRIC UITAR 6.24.2007
woo.i am so happy. i had so much fun on wed,fri,sat,sun! cz i went out everyday. wed. met sam n went to band. after the scale-test, we played abba gold and merry widow. omg. i was so depressed lar. i DIU BU QI NCO!! the horn melody at mama mia there, i actually played a wrong note! den the whole thing sounds so disgusting. hmph! den merry widow. it was fast lar. but still managed to complete it. hahax. den went to cp with a group of band members. sam n me helped kelmond and boyang buy present. hope the birthday gal like it! FRI. oh. it was so fun. in the morning, went to valen hse to play cluedo. [horn outing] i so stupid lar.. keep losing. hahax. ky says must use common sense. [which means i dun have lar!] den valen's bro, dexter, was so cute. he kept singing songs,dancing around,throwing toys at us and keep stepping on our cluedo! -__-" but it was nice of him to entertain us lar. if not we v sian. den pam cum.. she kept lame-ing with dexter. they had so much fast taking photos of each other! hahax. after tat we went to pam's hse to EAT AND TAKE chicken wings. I MUST DECLARE TAT PAM'S MAID FRIED DE CHICKEN WINGS WAS SOOOO DELICIOUS! YUMMY. hahax. after tat took 27 to cp to meet shirl,syl and yue'an. reached downtown, meet other band members. they going to giant. so we split lo. ky miss her bandits sooo much. so we let her go with them! our group left me pam syl yuean shirl melvyn jon. we stayed at the coffee shop for 3h? went to bbq pit. our group went to cycle. me and shirl shared the double-bike. wah. i am so short..my legs cant even reach the ground! OMG. so diu lian right.so many ppl laugh at me. shirl was pro lar. i was so lousy. i dun dare to let my hands off the handle to throw e rubbish. hahax. den we cycle to the end of the road. shirl says that the boats at the end look like Disney land. hahax. den after cycling,we were hungry and went to bbq. let the others cycle. after bbq,we went to another bbq and have our dinner. tat's so cool. after tat, we packed up and went home. 403 -> 88 reached home at abt 12am. fast right..hahax alright.thkz for organising this bbq lar. it was indeed fun! hahax. thkz thkz thkz! SAT: meet my hornists at 5.30pm cp. no one was late.. so we went to buy present. after that,at abt 6+, JIAHUI was still not at cp. -__-" she is forever late de lar. she will nv b early. hahax. den we made a card for pam at cp. valen decorated it until v nice. isabel n jh are so lame lar. and hor..meantime..we did nt noe tat yanlin alady reach pam hse. oppsx. so we rush there. den we eat,talk,laugh. hahax. 5generations of horn! 1.jiahui yanlin 2.isabel 3.pam and me 4.kaiying 5.valencia !!! so touching right. i bet every section envy us.. hahax. our bonding are still as strong as ionic bonds. hahax. and hor. jiahui n yanlin invented a stupid "merry go round" game. hahax. everyone hug tgt and turn and turn and turn and turn.. from 2 persons turning..to 3 person to 4 to 5 to 6 to 7. hahax. soo lame lar. but it was fun! i simply love hornists! after tat, ky was about to leave. so everyone leave too.. den jh and yl gave each of us a small glass bottle. inside got love letter and saga seeds. woo. i was so touched!. thkzthkz! yup. tat's abt it. today is my last day of holiday. i am going to pack my bag now, and finish all my hw. must get ready for a new term. YANTING, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!! =)) 6.18.2007
GOING TO PLAY MY HEARTS OUT THIS WEEK!study...? hahax. leave it to those hardworking ppl... I AM NOT! HAHAX. thkz for all the sms or tags by my friends. ur tags filled my day up with happiness! heex. oh yar. theresa! your hair rox. [except that it was becoming messy at the end of the day] HOHOHOHO! LET'S HAVE FUN! I MISS BAND! I MISS MY HORNISTS! I MISS MY SEC ONES! THEY ARE SO CUTE! I MISS MY SEC TWO! VALEN. REACH YOUR HIGHEST NOTE! GLISS IT! I MISS MY SEC THREE! KY! YOU ARE GREAT! CHINBEE IMPROVED! I MISS MY BUDDY! PAM PAM PAM! SPONGEBOX !?!?!?! I MISS MY GOLD MOUTHPIECE! [though it's with me...lalalala] I MISS MY SEAT! I WANT GO BACK AND PLAY MY HORN! HAHAX. 6.17.2007
Who cares to go out with me this evening...??I WANNA RELAX. sms me! =X 6.16.2007
I finally knew how Tracy felt.the feeling was terrible. My mum was right. she says what you did to others might happen on you next time. well. BINGO. she got it right. i felt that i was like her. "extra"? should i just ... To:WHYS. i just couldn't tell you all what i feel when i am with you all. so i am posting up in the blog. hope you guys don't mind. should i say i am extra or i am disappointed? i think both la. maybe you all did not notice it. but all the little gestures you guys did show some signals to me. I am disappointed. you guys keep saying that "NO,you are not weird what. You mean a lot to us. You bring laughter for us. Without you, we will be so bored! " BUT why i feel that what you all say are different from what you all do. then i want to ask...? who will bring laughter for me? i regretted staying at the chalet. that made me spot out ugly stains in our class. i dislike my class more. you guys might say that i am thinking too much. oh well. maybe i am. I really regretted neglecting Tracy. she is really very pitiful. I somehow can understand fully how she felt. I hope you guys can show some concern to her. and definitely, I hope I can too. It's really hard to be alone. really hard.. This is why i said so confidently that I would prefer to stay in 2E chalet to 4I chalet. (sorry if this might sounds offensive) Cause, I couldn't feel real friendship here. Whereas in sec2, i enjoyed my school days. it was fun and happy. Now, everyday is just plain study. besides that, some friends will want to get to you just because they can copy your notes. can u imagine that? i feel that people in my class are very selfish. why can't everyone learn and share our knowledge together? this is something impossible to accomplish in 4I. (this is only what i feel,pls don't kill me) I really envy theresa syl sam yuean or even wanxin keqin... how did they stay so close to each other still? can they teach me how? their friendshipS are STRONG.NOT SELFISH.TRUE! I REALLY ENVY THEM LOTS!!!!!!! they can play together,study together,shop together,cry together... why can mine be like them..true friendships are rare.. other than that, it seems that old friends are drifting away from me too. and I do not dare to ask them out like before. it's weird right? so. things DO change. rather than denying it, why not accepting it? Quote of the day by YT : Laughter does not mean Happy. ( just get the meaning,don't giggle at the sentence structure!) To sharm: thanks for your sms last time. it's really touching. You said you don't mind if i share my troubles, but from your gestures showed me that you won't be able to. you have someone better than me. yunjie seems to understand more and you seem to understand her too. anyway. i must thank you for the sms. ( i am sorry if this will hurt you...) 6.14.2007
HAHA.THIS IS THE JOKE ARTHUR TOLD ME! -_-" GUYS! this is funny. pls watch it..hahax
HEY GUYS.
THESE WERE THE PICS TAKEN BY MY CAM B4 IT "DIES". A PICTURE PAINTS A THOUSAND WORDS. PLEASE ENJOY! HAHAX                               
6.13.2007
I am officially L_A_M_E!can walk properly already. who can buy me a wheelchair? i need it terribly!! HAHA yup. this 3days,many many things happened. there's fun,cries,enjoyment,hurt.. haha. let me start off with my best class 2EFFUSION GATHERING. two words to describe lar. "DAMN FUN!" it is even better than the outing we had 2 years ago. we went to pasir ris park early in the morning. we took bus 89 there. yup. i am so happy. i cycled the bike to the end of the road....and saw many chickens! hahax. (when my cam is fixed,i'll show u guys the pic!) wanted to try double bike with theresa,but time's up. haha den after cycling, took pictures.. that's where i say goodbye to my cam. but it's ok. i am going to send it for repair next week. actually i wanted to go tml.. BUT I CANT WALK! -___-" we went to pool and arcade after that. yup. pool was fun. theresa,kaung and sharm were simply cool! they hit the balls very accurate. pei fu. haha sharm and me tag team VS theresa ans kaung. it's obvious that which team won. however, i managed to hit in ONE BALL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAX nice experience. =) syl and me tried the basketball game. TOU LAN JI! haha not bad. our first time and we scored 100 pts for 2stages. heeeexxx it's fun afterall we headed for GAINT! we took 89 back to the bus stop nearest to Gaint. but the distance was...about 3times the distance we walked from sch to cp. hahax (maybe that's the reason why i cant walk now.) hmm. "My legs were so sour!" sam taught me this sentence. and she wanted me to pay 20bucks as the fee. -_-" hehex wow. i must thanks my "EX GALFREN!" (though he dun wan me and chose someone BLACKER.. >.< ) that yogurt was very nice. i am going to buy it next time. it's so fun there. sharm,sam and me were trying to figure out the name of the vegetables. and in the end, we concluded that we couldnt be housewives next time. oh yar, i have found a orange that called VALENCIA~ i took the pic, will definitely show valen the photo next time! haha yar. WALKED back to that 89 bus stop. -__-" luckily there were "hunks" who VOLUNTEERED TO HELP GIRLS TO TAKE THE FOOD! so touched. 2E guys are all gentleman! that's what i can conclude. unlike in other class,the guys are selfish. oppsx. no offence. den we jay-walked. that's scary! yup. reached bbq pit. ARTHUR WAS POWER! started the fire in about 10 or 15mins? haha whereas for 4i..they took 1h plus. opps den started to bbq. THANK YOU SAM SYL THERESA for helping to bbq! i felt so guilty. haha it's fun listening to chun leong chatting on the phone. he talked for about 1h or 2h? den,had gastric. wasnt feeling good.(unlike pinhui!! she's feeling great! >.< ) i wanted to fly kite! but no wind. and no one wanted to fly with me. it's late. so we went home at about 1045plus? they wanted to catch the last bus at 1130. yar. we walked out of pasir ris park. t he journey was DARK! must look out for the holes on the floor! i so bad, scare sharm "GOT HOLE!" and she jumped out. opps yuling and me took sharm's dad car home while the others took 89. actually we took different road, but in order to stay together for a slightly longer period, 3 of us walked back to the group and talked for another 10mins. we wanted to stay as close as possible! yeah. after that went home. my house was extremely quiet. i saw my dad,mum and bro face all so black. they were waiting for scold me liao. but, dunno why. miracle DO happen. they did not scold me for the spoiled cam. the first thing my dad did was to repair it himself. tell u wat. my dad was pro in everything lar. my tv,fan,air-con,clock,camera,phone,washing machine and anything you can think of, HE CAN REPAIR IT! hahax but there's limitation to his ability.(sounds like S.S SBQ) he only managed to repair some parts of the camera. the rest are beyond help. so he say i must be responsible, i must go fujiflim company myself and get it repair using my own pocket money. yup. he said it wont be expensive. cause he had repaired some of the parts already. hmm. then,the stone in my heart disappeared! yeah. that's why i was feeling a bit down that day. but i am feeling great now ok! (except for my leg) yar. then tue and wed went to 4I chalet. eh. not many comments. cause i felt that there wasn't any bonding between us. sry if this may sound offensive. i just felt that the chalet was weird. SO WEIRD. but i dunno how to say it out. ok la. if i continue to say,my bro will kill me. he wants to use the comp. =) i really find myself in love with 2e. it's been so long all of us met each other. but somehow, i can feel the bond between us! the feeling is so special, i feel i m in a big group of family. even i communicate well with the guys. they are like my brothers. dun nid to say abt the gals. all my sisters. my darlings! love 2E. 6.08.2007
HAAIIYOOOO.the world is so unfair. i don't seem to be enjoying my holiday. NOT AT ALL. it's been a long that i went out with my friends. it is not that no one asked me to tag along, i just feel very guilty to go out when i have not finished my homework. that feeling is weird. alright. shall not discuss about that. it makes me feel depressed. ha. Yar. recently, there is some friendship problem in my class. i simply can't forgive myself for doing such a "cruel" thing. i do not know if i am soft-hearted or simply just feeling guilty for the evil things i have said or done.. i just feel very bad. hey Whys, please do not condemn me for the words above. that's what i feel. i feel that i am the one who lead to what has happened today. because i have made the conversation ended too peacefully. i have made her feel that everything is solved, while nothing is solved. it's partly my fault. i made her days so miserable. i apologized. after this incident, i started thinking of my friends around me. i am so glad that i have many many many many friends. but. after thinking. i found out that i do not have a best friend. really. i am surprised too. i really do not have a best friend that also treat me as her best friend. unlike in primary school. we were really bonded together. i feel quite sad and lonely when i thought of this. ha. especially when all my friends have their best friend. they are either paired up or a group of 4. i envy them lots. i have many friends, but do i have any best friend? i really cant think of any. 6.04.2007
 YUP.HORNS ARE THE HAPPIEST AND PEACEFUL SECTION!  THE 4 HAPPY GALS!  YEAH! THKZ JUNIORS FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK! WE LOVE YOU GUYS <3 6.03.2007
HEY HEY HEY GUYS! WATCH THIS FULL VERSION GATSBY! IT'S COOL!5.27.2007
 Please look at the picture carefully. i have found something v weird appearing in this pic.. pls comment..HAHAX 5.26.2007
hey guys.long time no see.. hehexx finally stepped down from band. i really cannot bear to leave my horn lar. i will miss them sooo much! and of cz my juniors... ARH.. but on e other hand, i knew i nid to step down as soon as poosible. becz, devoting all my time in band had serious consequences... HAHAX. of cz, it's my results. it's going from bad to worst. well. dun worry! i will make use of this holiday and brush all my weak subs up.. i believe by olvl, everything will be fine! I HAVE CONFIDENCE! YEAH. -_-" ehh.. i m currently looking forward to 2E gathering n 4I class chalet. it's been soooooo long tat i went out with my classmates. i hope everything will turn out fine lar. oh yar! anyone acc me to library to borrow books? i wanna go the biggest library! HAHAHAX. contact me asap ok? heex. thkz! i shall go and buy newspaper now. i must complete half of my holiday assignment by next week.. can i do it? HAHAAAXX i reallly doubt myself. I LOVE BAND! NO BAND NO LIFE! 5.24.2007
 FULL BAND 2007 WITH MDM YEO & MR LUM!  VICTORY!  FORMAL.  OPPSX. bei fa xian!  NICE SHOT! [except for mr joe..] FUNNY~  NC-16! JOE qiang wen YJ! theresa + pohyih + me = dun care abt her.. OPPSX!  FRENCH HORN SECT  MY FIRST PIC OF THE DAY! PPY+ELO! 5.13.2007
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 YUP! I SIMPLY LOVE HORN! 
4.20.2007
 My beloved horn section! [*u all cant see me is not becz i m black, it's e effects ok!!] 4.18.2007
HEY GUYS!i have finally posted. and here i m, posting during my chinese lesson! OPPSX wah. i can only say tat too many THINGS happened for this 3mths. NCWO SYF! was not nervous at all on 11th. woke up super early on tat day, took pam's dad car to sch.. den go through e whole songs, we leave NC and process to SCH. den go tuning room. den PLAY OUR HEARTS OUT! i believed we have done the best, and we have no regrets at all. ROCK THE HALL,FILL THE STAGE MAN! after tat,saw NCO mates. HAHAX. TK N SJ ar.. quite touching lar,they still rmb us~ ~_~ " alright. we got Silver. it's kinda expected lar. but i m so glad..we maintained. unlike hwachong,compassvale,tanjongkatong... so sad. hehehehehehex. yup. i have really enjoyed my day on e 11th. quite memorable. maybe it's e last performance with my juniors. kinda sad. life without band is simply WIERD. i wonder wat i will do on wed and fri afternoon in future. i have been going to band since sec1 leh! every wed n fri afternoon was occupied by band.. haiyox. my juniors, hope u all can do ur best in watever performance in future. must jiayou ok! i noe ur days without me n pam are difficult, but our days without ur are also v tough! so..learn to accept e changes.. Ming Tian Hui Gen Hao! ok!!! hahax. i m so lame lar. btw, i m still in my ren shen di chao. dun ask me why!! i m so hurt..! hmph! %*^)*@%*$%)*@^$0 alright. shld not say anything future... later everyone noes.. hehex. ok. i shall go n post my wen hua kai jiang. cya all of u!! 1.14.2007
W H O. W A S. Y O U R. L A S T.1. Person(s) you hung out with? eh.it's been weeks tat i went out with my friend.so cant rmb. 2. Person you rode in a car with? pamela! 3. Person you went to the movies with? erm.kaung yuean theresa pohyih n my "childhood" fren?tat penguin show..i cant really rmb. 4. Person you went to the mall with? theresa.we went to hougang mall 5. Last person that made you laugh? no1 6. Person you cried about? dun tell u =X 7. Person you texted? not sure 8. Commented? not sure 9. Hugged? no1 A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone? tell me who did not like another person b4.. 2. Sun or moon? Sun 3. Winter or Fall? Winter 4. left or right? Right~ 5. 10 acquaintances or two bestfriends? 2bestfrens! 6. Sunny or rainy? Rainy. a nice weather to slp.Zzz 7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate icecream? vanilla! A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it? 6.43pm 2. What is your first name? YANTING! 3. Where do you wanna live? Singapore my homeland =X 4. How many kids do you want? 2 / Twins 5. What will you name them? da bao and er bao! kidding! 6. When do you want to get married? 25+ 7. Have you ever eaten spam? wat's that? 8. Favorite ice cream? STRAWBERRY ice-cream! 9. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? no cereal~ 10. Do you cook? of cz! 11. Current mood? Stressed.haven finish compre! IN . THE. LAST. 48 HOURS. HAVE. YOU. 1. Kissed someone? NO OF CZ~ 2. Prayed? nah 3. Been hugged? NIL. i m not as xing fu as YULING and XD!hahax. 4. Felt stupid? YESHHHH! 5. missed someone? of cz? 6. Danced Crazy? of cz NOT? 7. Cried? yeah.i yawned. 10. Lied? nononono R A N D O M. Q U E S T I O N S. 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Never in my life 2. Have A Dog? nah.i have asthma,no animals for me.. =( 3 When was the last time you wentsleding? dunno wat's tat.. 4. Would you rather sleep with someoneelse, or alone? wahseh.wat a gd que.i m not going to ans! 5. Do you believe in ghosts? A BIT! esp after my visit to 4th floor toilet.. =S 12.31.2006
LAST DAY of 2006.SAD! many many many many things happened this year. and i m glad tat i have participated quite a number of events this year. so this makes me feel tat i did not waste my 2006! here is some of the impt events tat i recorded it down. i believe many of u have forgetten abt it. 4/01/06 - Last band prac wid Mr Anthony Chew.[cant bear to see him leave!] He is always NCWO BEST CONDUCTOR! 06/01/06 - Band performance in sch.wore band uni and played Gao Shan Qing & Duke Ellington.Mr Chew did not conduct us. 07/01/06 - Band performance for sec1 - play Movie Advanture & Copacabana.den sec1 audition,49sec1 interested.Mr Chew wasnt around for audition. 11/01/06 - New conductor came.He is Mr Png.[we insisted tat we want Mr Chew back] 15/01/06 - Went to XinMin Sec to take my scholarship.Yuling bday! 28/01/06 to 30/01/06 - Chinese New Year Eve and Chinese New Year. 1/02/06 - My Chinese Birthday.Chinese New Year cu 4. 5/02/06 - Chingay performance at AMK.NCWO marched and play tao hua guo du.My parents came to support.thkz. 08/02/06 - Sharm Bday.1st time failed my physic test. 18/02/06 - MY BIRTHDAY!! thkz v much for all e presents! 08/03/06 - Theresa Bday. 10/03/06 TO 12/03/06 - SEC3 camp!BUT i did not attend.cz high fever.SAD! 22/03/06 - Band;Parade rehearsal for sch aniversary. 24/03/06 - Yan Jiang Bi SAI. -__- 29/03/06 - Music grade 1 test. 08/04/06 - School aniversary.we played quite well.Mr Png wore tar-xi-do [dunno how to spell] 09/04/06 - Pohyih's bday.Went to Swiss band concert at ngee an poly.Saw Mr Chew after so many months,miss him alot! 13/04/06 - NC combined sports meet. 15/04/06 - My Bro bday.SYF 1 yr aniversary. 18/04/06 - Music exchange with Austrian school.FUN! 21/04/06 - Sports day 18/05/06 - Mummy bday! 03/07/06 - Sam n yuean bday. 14/07/06 - OLVL chinese oral.I M DEAD MEAT!sure get B. 17/07/06 - OLVL chinese listening. 02/08/06 - Band practical test.I m number 22. 05/08/06 - NCWO 1st investiture.had my posts.haix. 29/08/06 - NCO Pre-camp/ 3pm-5.30pm @ CCAB. i went there alone.cz dm not wanted,only bm is needed. 06/09/06 - NCO Band Major course pre-camp. 8.30am-12pm. Brought my french horn there.took taxi which cost $17! i was tutor by SAF experts. 07/09/06 - NCO Band Major course pre-camp. 8.30am-12pm. took bus 156 at 7am,reached there at 9am.played e 12 pieces. 20/09/06 - Had my long waited FIR CD! thkz! 23/09/06 - Cross Country 2006 30/10/06 - OLVL Chinese Paper 1 & 2. DAMN IT.i think i will fluck e test..sad. 06/11/06 TO 10/11/06 - 32nd NCO CAMP @ CCAB.i had soo much fun there.and POP was a success!NCO-mates ROXX! 15/12/06 - Went to TK's concert.saw many nco-mates there.happy! 16/12/06 - NCWO 1ST CONCERT - CON FUOCO, with fire ! e concert was a success.and thkz my parents for supporting me! yup. these are all e major events tat happened in my whole 2006. i really had so much fun this year. hahax. i bet some of e events u guys have forgotten right? let u all re-cap.. i m so worried for 2007. is it going to be as fun and relax as 2006? well, i think sec4 life is going to be tough. no more cca + lots of tuition/remedial i m going crazy! 12.28.2006
yo guys.internet is going to be so laggy for AT LEAST 3weeks! cant u imagine this.. the 2 words "AT LEAST", means it might take more den 3 weeks. omg.so sian lo. today had P&C test. it's tough. so tough. mr koh give me ans alr.. i still cannot solve it.. haix. waste my time practising last night! angry! den went to cp so happily.. cz i m going to buy my strawberry pencil case.. HAHAX. and in order to buy my pencil case, i din eat breakfast with my frenz.. i see them eat only. hahax. den stand outide minitoons at 9++, wait until 11 for e shop to open..JUST TO BUY IT! hahax. i noe it's lame.. but for e sake of my strawberry,it's worth it!! yj..u ps us lo.. say wanna wait tgt.. den run off with guy.. haiyo. yeqi sharm n me r so disapointed in u.. JKJK! den sharm says "how cum yj stay in toilet nv come out ar?" HAHAX. den yeqi say "u got raped in toilet..HAHAX" i say "she got raped in e gals or guys toilet?" yeqi says "KIDDY toilet lar..so big inside..!" sharm argued "those disabled toilet lar!" den 2 of them arguing.. funny right? can see how we kill e time waiting for my pencil case..? we r super duper lame jiu shi liao.. hahax. after tat go metro walk 1 round.. go n see toys.. -__- den 11am liao.. we r e first customer of the day! so i bought my pencil case.. and hug it all e way.. HAHAX. den go home. slp. wore 3 layers of shirt n long pants when slping.. den still cover 1 more layer of blanket... i din switch on air-con or fan.. can imagine how cold i m? [shivering!] kua kua..not kia kia hor..HEHEX.(hokkien) i wan go out tml! my last few days to go out.. [cz i feel tat i wun go out when sch starts bah.] i will becum shu dai zi again. nerd~~ but dun wan go kster or movie or concert.. omg! HW!! =( 12.25.2006
yo stick!hahax. that's wat jingkang told me. cz he say YoYo not popular now.. Yo Stick more fun! >.< it's kinda lame right? but it's funny!! yup. 25th of dec -- Christmas! i was kinda sad. cz i thought i can go orchard n stay out for 1 night. can play for my last few days.. however,no1 can make it.. so i stayed at home christmas eve n christmas~ haix.rotting at home. i din countdown in msn also. cz my bro snatch away my computer! so i sit down wait for christmas wishes! hahax. it was vv sian. chatted with yunjie. we r e lonely 2 ren zhu. haix. yj.. LAME equals to . . = . . J X E !! okok.dun be lame now. yup! got santa claus visit me leh.. HAHAX. however... santa claus too busy alr.. late by 1h.. reached by 1am.. hahax. funny leh. i go open e door, really got present.. hehex. just vvv happy lar! yeah!! most memorable christmas~! THANK YOU SANTA! =) den today in e morning do hw. after tat.. i went to paint my door! hahax. it's tough ok~ i see my dad paint like so simple n easy.. but who noes.. it's TIRING! i painted for abt 1.5h, den i cant stand it alr.. my dad power lo.. paint until 9pm!! WOW!! must gib him e most hardworking award! aiyoyo. i wasted my christmas this year.. doing nth. not even playing computer.. =( and sch is re-opening in less den 8days. i m so worried. nx yr sec4.. haix. i dun wan to leave my frenz! =( let's go to e same jc or poly after olvl ok! must have FUN. i will MISS UUUUUU!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 12.23.2006
This is 我可以 lyrics.this song is nice! =) 寄没有地址的信 这样的情绪有种距离 你放着谁的歌曲 是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听 雨下得好安静 是不是你偷偷在哭泣 幸福真的不容易 在你的背景有我爱你 我可以陪你去看星星 不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 我不想又再一次和你分离 我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 幸福它真的不容易 12.22.2006
PRI 6 CLASS CHALET!cool right? nv see for 3years.. den suddenly pop-up a chalet... and still so many ppl come n play.. i was v touched lar. i dint know tat i could stay in e chalet. there's some personal barrier.. and cz of some reason..i dun wan to tell. i thought i wun be able to survive there... however.i made it lar. must thkz some1 too. =) in e afternoon, it was raining SOOO heavily when i take 88 to my pri sch. yar.. i was so surprise tat i was e 1st person to reach there.. i thought i was e latest.. but who noes.. people only stay arriving at 2 when we r suppose to meet at 1.30. -__-| i was so ke lian lo. sit at e bus stop.. e bus go pass e puddle of water.. making me wet~ lucky i smsed jiaqi.. she come quickly to acc me.. thkx v much my frenz!! =) yar. den some of e gals when to take delcine dad car.. but i dint. i m kind enough to wait for e guys~ well... they reached at abt 3pm i think. >< i waited for 1.5h.. power right? 1st time in my life. thkz v much ar.. yar.. saw some ppl standing close to me.. den i stared at them.. i couldnt recognise them! esp marcus! i din rmb tat he was in my class.. oppsx. so sry lar! and yongjie was extremely tall.. 1.88cm u noe? i stand behind him,will my hands straight up.. ppl still cannot see me from e front.. i should haf take a pic with him.. so tat u all can see e difference.. HAHAX. but i choose not to insult myself.. HAHAX reached e chalet.. it was raining so heavily.. so every1,abt 25 ppl stayed in e small room. play dai di of cz.. haix. every1 there wasnt my match. OPPSX. hahax. vv funny lo. e sit tat honghui sitted b4 was sooo suay. who go sit tat place.. sure wun get "2".. at 1st i dun believe.. but when jingkang went to sit there.. and it's e truth.. he lost straight away.. den i go try.. i also lose.. HAHAX. suay position. and yongjie was really vvvv FUNNY! HAHAHAHAX it's been long time i ever laugh until lyk tat.. i cant stand his expression n movement.. all v kua zhang.. SUPER FUNNY lar.. yup. thks yongjie for e entertainment.. u r SUPER FUNNY! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHX of cz. there is still honghui...another lamer.. chongsian too.. but i dunno wat happen to jingkang.. act quiet~ heex. jiaqi n yenling.. e 2 most irritating voice i ever heard. oppsx. keep shouting non stop.. and it's SOO LOUD~ heex. for the rest.. eh.. all of u are great!! OMG! I FORGOT MY STEADY DUMBIES! HWEEYON! u r the best of the great! thkz for acc me for e night. [dun think wai wai hor!] he acc me in p6 chalet and din go back to his band chalet. if he din stay in p6 chalet..i sure will be v sian. thkz! NCO ROX RIGHT? at evening.. we went to bbq. den set fire.. gals team n guys team.. so stupid hor? i keep asking them to join forces.. but no1 cares abt me.. -__-| so i decided to be e neutral party with hweeyon. help both sides.. fair right? when we set up e fire.. rain come!!!~~ it's a sudden pour. so..got to do indoor bbq,just outside our chalet. me jiaqi yongjie chongsian n marcus were helping to set up e fire.. while e rest..go n play XBOX! WELL.THKZ AR~ >< den bbq..eat..play a stupid game with mrs yeo. teacher beat student!! yongjie taped it all down.. gonna send to moe! JKJK! den mrs yeo,mr yeo,darren yeo n her maid go home.. take class pic b4 we go home.. yar.. i press wrong things on cam.. so no timer..den took 1 candid shot. quite funny lar.. HAHAX yar. after tat.. i acc hweeyon back to his band chalet.. jiaqi acc amanda. at costa sand resort. both of us walk in e rain..HAHAX den i feel so paiseh.. i wasnt wet..but he is half wet.. cz umbrella all cover me.. HAHAX. it's was quite romantic lar.. but e person was wrong! he is attached~ OPPSX. i mean..e astmosphere was great lo.. yup. walk in e rain was soo fun.. i forget abt everything sad. was v relieve at tat moment! of cz.. we talked abt a lot of things.. all funny funny stuff.. den i laugh until siao too! so i waited for him while he go band chalet.. after tat walked back.. also raining.. den hy v bad..ran away with umbrella. left me alone in e rain.. HAHAX. but he got scolding from me afterwards~ hehex. yup. go back to p6 chalet liao. it's so late alady.. den play cards.xbox. yar.. den i bathe at 1am.. so cold~ and i change to nco shirt. same with hy.but forgot to take pic. haix. den hy go back to take things.. he vvv jian.. ask me to say... "bu yao zou..!" den he will not leave.. i dun wan to say at first.. den he really v jian lar.. still countdown 10sec..9...8...7... yar. in e end i said it. HAHAX. but he still leave.. JIAN JIAN JIAN! heex. at 2am.go mac eat.. walk in e rain again.. lucky i brought my pink umbrella.. if not i cant survive in e chalet.. i dint eat mac.. cz i feel like eating instant noodles.. so i bought korea noodles.. jiaqi n hy joined me.. so we brought e noodles back to chalet to cook it. and 3 of us like hungry ghost.. eat v fast.. hy 1st. me 2nd. jiaqi 3rd. hahax den it's abt 4am.. we play dai di.. i keep putting e wrong cards.. cz my mind cant stand it liao..tired leh. blur blur. yar. den took yongjie phone to listen song.. tat is e moment i love the song - WO KE YI! sooo nice. ask yongjie send me.. hahax.so i keep singing.. yeah~! at abt 5++am.. i cant stand it liao.. so i took 1 pillow..cover blanket den slp~ OMG! that's my nightmare start!! =_= i slp until half.. den go ppl ya zhu wo.. ERPSX. i shouted FEI LI AR! den i open my eyes.. it's weijie! >< he supported himself up.. phew~ den i slp again.. BOOMB~ FALL AGAIN!!! WAHSEH~~~ it's hweeyon.. i was so...gan ka.. dunno wat to do.. cannot get up leh. but luckly he hand din touched any place~ his leg hitted my stomach i think.. painful sia~ den 3rd time leh!! HY FALL AGAIN~ stupid ppl lar.. keep pushing! but lucky this time only his leg fall.. not his whole body.. =_= yar.i had enough of it. so i change place to slp. OMG! 1st time got ppl lie on me.. wat's more..it's a guy! SO GROSS!!! EEKXXX. den finally can slp peacefully. yesh! so slp for 1 h..until 6am.. everyone talked abt wat happen during p6.. so funny. laugh laugh laugh.. laugh at e stupid things we do during p6.. yup. so memorable. so touching. sob. hope i can turn back e time. rewind! every1 was so tired..except me n jiajie n jiaqi.. cz we got slp.. when we got up.. e rest fall asleep.. hahax. yup. drank milo. play some xbox n cards b4 i leave.. and that's abt it.. i really enjoy this chalet a lot. it was perfect ok. PPS 6-9 ROXX!
yo. gonna post now. firstly. con fuoco. frankly speaking. i couldnt remember much. so many days ago. HAHAX. i just wanna thanks my papa n mama! they r e 2nd person tat come to our concert! the 1st is crystal mum. HAHAX i dun expect my papa n mama to come so early. heex. that really encourage me a lot.. and give me confidence! THANKS. and... i just noe tat horn was super loud on tat day.. every1 was like so impressed.. my frenz told me.. "wahseh.4 little gals can play horn so loudly! power!!" at tat moment.. i was like ---> -__-|| this is e first time i heard this kind of comment. hehex. quite happy at first.. cz horn solo was nice and was "hear-able".. yup. my G note and isabel solo! COOL. however. they commented tat |
